Isn't it crazy how we think we all know the way? Just to find that without God we're going nowhere.
I thought I had my life together. I got together with my now Ex. Was happy, moved out with him, had a dog together, both of us had jobs, we went out and did things, had people over etc. But I didn't realize how wrong it was for me. I thought I knew what was best for me, thought I was happy. Until one day God told me that I had to break up with him. I didn't want to... I tried my hardest to rebel and stay with him. Things got more and more miserable as time went on ignoring God's request. I finally listened to him a week ago, went through the horrible break up and move out and financial strain... and moved back home with my parents...I realize I'm much happier now. Not because my Ex was a bad person or anything, but because I listened to God, because I let him lead my life instead of trying to hold the reigns myself. I'd have to say that's probably one of the most humbling experiences yet. To realize I was wrong and that I didn't have my faith nearly where it needed to be, but that it was okay, because God was going to help me go back to where I needed to be. smile Praise the Lord!
 Malinaras · Mon May 02, 2011 @ 01:06am · 0 Comments |
