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AH, life sucks like it normally does. In four years I have had four jobs, now on my fifth. Is that sad or what? I'm now happily with my boyfriend and have a new car! The person who had wrecked into me two months ago is now giving us the money that we need to pay off the bills. YEAH!!!! So yeah, things are just bouncing around from being depressed to happiness!

My last job, the other Nursing Aids were saying that I was making false aqusation about other residents. Sorry that wasn't me, so I got out of there asap! Now I found out that one of our director of nursing got fired by some important people. Not a good sign. I have a feeling that this place is going to be shut down. Oh well, things happen.

Really nothing much to say tonight. Bye!!!!!!

Another day of the week, well in this case it's a three day weekend because of Labor Day! No work or school! W00t! Still recovering from my wreck I had like 3 weeks ago. My car is totaled and I have a strain in my neck and have to go to chiropractor 3 days a week until he doesn't need me anymore. The guy who hit me is contesting and we may have to go to court for this, so...yeah, NEVER get into a wreck!!!! It takes forever to get your money and for insurance to give you what you want.

So really nothing much to say, but that it's late and there's a ringing noise coming from my computer and is draiving me nuts!

Well, today was a really big day for me as I was in a wreck! I went to turn left on a country road from a highway, when this guys was trying to go around me as I turned left. This is how the whole story goes. I was on highway 3 turning left onto 1000 North to a friend of mine. I had my left turn signal on waiting for an on coming car to pass. Two cars that were behind me, passed me on my driverside in a no passing zone! I had honked at them as though they needed to go retake their driving test. So, I continued to make my turn when I was struck by a blue car. He had hit me on my driver side under the left side rearview mirror. My driverside door no longer opens and is comptele dented inwards. It's totaled! I have a job that I will be starting here pretty soon and school starts next week. College for that matter! So that's my life, I thought that I could get away from my mother driving me around, but it seems that I'm back where I started. What's really funny is, the guy said that he was a truck driver and knows how to drive. Been driving all his life! Looks like he doesn't do a very good job of it! Well, cops didn't techinally say whose falt it was, but the way he told me it was the guys fault for not paying any attention to what he was doing.

I'm freeeee.... I'm finally out of high school and into the real word.
I sit here typing to all of you who read my journals, in Colorado. Yes, in Colorado! I'm here visiting a friend of mine and been here for quite a while. I know that I haven't writen but I've been busy with finishing up school, which I'm not going to miss one bit! Then getting ready for the 2 hour flight ahead to Colorado. It's really nice out here and It's going to be hard for me to leave as I have fallen in love with this wonderful state. Up here in the mountains is different from what it is down in the city. For those people who live in Indiana, where I am at it is just like it here. You never know what the weather has in store for you. I, myself, live in Indiana and know what it feels like to not know what the weather is going to be like in the next fifteen minutes. I, right now, am eigth thousand five hundred feet in the air and the house is in the middle of a weather doughnut. What I mean by that is...it may be storming everywhere else but not around you. It really such because we really need the rain. There have been so many wild fires, that places are closing down and I want to explore trails and take long hikes! So really nothing much going on though. TTYAL (Talk to you all later!)

AGAIN, SCHOOL...
Well, May 22 is my last day of school! No more pricnebles telling me what to do, no other stupid kids crossing my path, pissing me off. No more homework, well, not until I go to college. I'm hoping to get my CNA license and pass the State test. I'm going to Colorado this summer with a friend of mine so I won't be on Gaia for awhile, which is okay by me. I think that sitting on the computer more than 4 hours is long enough for me. I'll be hiking up and down the trails, first getting used to the oxygen level first. I'll be 12,000 feet in the air. (Any one wanting to kill themselve, plaese enter the state of Colorado.) lol Well, really nothing much to say other than that school sucks and so does life! See ya!

School...

I'm back and ready for action! School's just about over and I'm out of high school forever. Bout time! The school I go to sucks as our principal is a large pain in the a**. He thinks that he's all that, which he's not, and can do anything. He says that he was in sometype of army force, I think that it's all in his head. I see nothing in his office that shows he was in the force. Some of the teachers there I'm going to miss cry , others, I could care less about. I really don't think that I'll miss the food there either. stare I will miss all the good times that I had with all my friends, though. I was in color guard there and did my best to help my team mates in compisition. I remember my freshmen year of high school, I was only 14 at the time and not very smart about my actions. Even though some of my teachers didn't care, I enjoyed having fun in that class, making my teachers laugh, quietly. My second year of high school was really easy. I barely had any homework and very easy classes. My junior year, what a year, where colleges try their hardest to grab your parents money for you to attend their school. My classes were okay, had a few hard ones, but made it through. Ah, my senior year of high school, soon to be ending with less then a month and a half to go. Now I wish that I had done more in my high school years to remember the good ol' days. If I could go back in time and watch everything I did, and be able to change it too, I would. I hate to say it, but I'm really going to miss my high school. If you are reading this journal entry, try to make the best of your high school years as you can only go back to the school, but never back in time. Time goes fast when you really don't want it too and there's nothing you can do about it either. So if you are just fiddling around in your classes, don't, because the real world is getting hard to live in and mommy and daddy aren't going to stand behind you all the time. So do what you can and enjoy it while it lasts. My final thought; someone once told me: take two steps forward and one step back because life will never be the same if you never take the time to look at it.

When you are in love, you're happy as can be. Your heart flutters with joy as it is glad to be with another beating heart. But, when you are down and depressed, the one you love is not there becasue they live so far away. You break down and cry yourself to sleep wishing that the person you love is here with you. Why is love an easy thing to gain or lose? When you love someone oh, so very much but you can't share it with them in real life because they are so very far away. Is it really a good thing to fall in love with the person, or is it better to be alone so you don't get hurt by the person you've know for so long. Why does love hurt so much? Can someone tell me, please?