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i'm working till 5... how fun is that... 12 to 5... 5 hours... and i'm working everyday but monday this week... i HATE working... HATE HATE HAAAAAAAAAAAATE!

oo baby i'm so happy, i couldnt stay long enough for cody to tell me he loved me, so he called me just to tell me he loved me then bye then it was done ^_^ made me happy as a fat kid is happy with 300 pounds worth or cake

i'm back in the saddle again! wooooo hooooo! i'm at work and bored as ********, so i decided to come back to gaia and get all my awesome items back and be a rpg cool kid again ^_^ god i missed this

well bite my a** and call my god i lost all my s**t! all my items are gone and ih ave to start over.. how awful is that? i had to many awesome items too... jealous people meh....

hehe can't spell vegimite or w/e.... nutella's better.... anyway haven't been updating this one (gaia journal) and i dont really think there is anything to update but

SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER!!!! only 4 1/2 days left counting cedar point.

wow... everyone down south is already out... god i'm a southern detroit b***h... whos mostly russian.. wow i'm totally freakin awesome

but nobody will date me for beans so my awesomeness is cancelled out by my looks

taylor and me rock out w/ our tatter tots and ali is all over jarith and erin is all over koven and nick is totally avoiding me ("project" wink ....

but i'm still friggin awesome with all my different places and s**t... kansas and detroit (dad and mom)

and my closest relatives who came from different countries are my great great granparents and grandpa simon (russia and poland)

so i'm more of a european american jew.... last night my dad me and mom had this really weird talk and we got to this point where there was a general in the civil war that is related great great grandparents to dad and great great great grandpa to me.... kinda weird... but w/e it's all cool

haha geneology is fun

waiting for erin to get back from lacrosse so i can make her come to my house and hot tub fun... not happening hto.. nobody is making time for jamie... not even her boyfriend....

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah tatter tots....


xp totally dead

-thejimmy-

waiting for that stupid fanfiction.net server to get up to speed with me... reading this really good fanfiction called HanyouEXE (japanese... not going to explain). but it's a really good story about a hacker and an AI she accidentally downloaded and the AI is very advanced and has his very own emotions, and the hacker and the AI start to get feelings for each other.. but the AI isn't real.... right?

yea really good. o and it's an InuYasha AU so if you don't know the InuYasha characters... don't even TRY and comprehend what the hell i'm talking about.

god today was sooooo boring... got one more day to finish In My Father's House and get started on all the homework i could have done .... well now it's yesterday... it's 2:01.... stupid jamie procrastinatering again

well gunna check if ff.net's server is back up

-thejimmy-

omfg, i went home early today. got the naseaus feeling again. left right before 6th hour and my dad came and took me home. he talked to someone about being a substitute teacher... my god please don't let him teach my class... he'll do great tho. anyway, before we left, he let me DRIVE THE FRIGGIN VAN OUT OF THE SCHOOL PARKING LOT!!! i only kangaroo hopped once and i did ok on the turn... gotta turn faster tho... dad said turn faster and i thought that ment the gas and i'm like wtf is he saying that?!.... i got it after we got around the turn... yea i learned alot... it was sooooooo f-ing fun!!! cause... well the school parking lot is pretty big... he's just like what the hell i don't wanna get in the drivers seat jamie drive for me..... yea it was the best.... nick is all like on and off and on and off in thinking about going out with me... really i don't care... if he put more effort into actually dating me... then i might actually think about if i really want him to break up with me... but only one date doesn't really cut it.... gone out since feb. too..... confusing .....

I DROVE A FRIGGIN CAR!!!... not to amazing but it was my first time driving something bigger then a go cart...

-thejimmy-

p.s. I DROVE A MOTHER ******** CAR!

pps.... mom and dad thought i was pregnant .... how the hell would i get pregnant?! i haven't even kissed a guy!!! .... god ... more trust in me damnit! or next time i'll drive us into a lamp post... 200 POINTS!

omfg i just found the song that reflects my life... i know i just posted but w/e

good charlotte's the world is black reflects what the hell is going on in my life... xp xp xp xp xp xp

iiiiiii hhhhaaaatttteeee mmmmyyyyy lllliiiiiiifffffeeee!!

the world is black and hearts are cold and theres no hope that's what we're told and we cant go back it wont be the same forever changed by the things we said we come into this world and we are allt he same and in that moment theres no one to blame blahblahblabh yea it's perfect.... i just wish i had my black bondage pants and creature of the night shirt everyday... it would totally make me feel better....

xp xp xp xp scream scream scream scream xp xp xp xp xp

scream my heart out
kill my lungs
wish i could take that gun
bang
wish that knife would cut
lifes blood paints my floor
sorry it's so messy

holy s**t i was soooo morbidly poetic yesterday "i'm lost in a sea of drama" and "i'm stuck on a rock in the middle of this ocean of drama".

i haven't started my ss scrapbook and it's due tomorrow... god jamie be the smart person u are and stop procrastinating... but i don't wanna be smart!!! i wanna be dumb so people will notice me.. not... god helloooooo

my little group of friends has totally gone outta wack... the only people who talk to me anymore are taylor (who has been there for me when i broke down on the bus .... that was awful), ali (who has been with me since i moved from williamston to okemos), and bob (who is just the nutcase i need to make me feel smarter). erin talks to me some of the time... not alot tho.... everyone is so caught up in their own affairs that i have been left in the corner to get all depressed and rot....

this morning the stress got to me and my side was cramping worse then 10x my period... i thought my appendix was gunna explode.. .but i feel asleep and then woke up to puke... god i hate myself and my life... i'm getting sooo friggin sad and eveyone is cutting themselves and getting stoned and drunk and i'm stuck at home to wallow in my own self pitty, and NOT DO DRUGS!!!

people think i'm a little druggy like they think my bro is... who the hell makes up these ******** up lies!!!??? my brother is mentally ill dipshits!!! not drugged!!!

god just give me a pistol so i can end it all... the world would be better w/out me... there just won't be a matchmaker anymore... cause guess what? if it wasn't for me ali and jarith wouldn't have kissed and i'm totally matchmaking now... the only thing is... I CAN'T FIND MYSELF A FRIGGIN BOYFRIEND TO SAVE MY LIFE!! nick is great and all.. but i want a man... not a boy that talks about someone elses p***y and c**t juice.. who the hell starts a convo with how ali has her p***y pants today?! god... sometimes he can be sooo immature but god i love the way he smells.... don't tell him i said that....

god now i've made myself more depressed... gunna go read fanfiction... cause that's the only thing i can trust anymore....

-thejimmy- (who needs zyrtec....)