You know i've been thinking, since no one really checks journals I want to vent to i guess noone....lol...Well I know a lot of you here are kids and probably won't know anything about love.My point is how i feel about this particular person. My feelings are so strong about this particular girl it's not even funny. You know you ask your girl if shes okay because you think she hurts or you give your last because you thought of her first, stuff like that. I love this girl from the bottom of my heart and always will.
My mind is so cluttered with things I can't control, things I wish I could tell this person. If only she knew where I was coming from life would be easier.I keep thinkingn that if I were to go into her surroundings, she would act diffrent and her friends would snicker and point if i went to see her because I don't think they like me. Another thing is I fear that if i was around her and her friends she would act diffrent because they were around so I am forced to stay away. But all in all I still love her but i really think if I tried to be close as I was this spring Break she would look at me funny or push me away, so thats how i feel.
Nama Deuce Don Community Member 
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