Some may look at me despairing Shaking their heads at the sight Thinking me ignorant and a failure That I am nothing more than a blight But I have grown accustomed to the whispers I no longer shudder at the stares Yet I would give my life to save someone If I could… but I cannot… Because I’m not supposed to care
I am evil I’m a demon I should be tortured and defiled I am darkness I am shadow Yet I too cringe when someone hurts.Think of me how you wish I can live with your hate
But I am no longer a prisoner.Behind those pearly gates
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My story is painful and sad.Hidden in shadows and mist. At last alone I face the fire.Buring another day now to make up an end
Somewhere far from grace.I found book bound by leather and it was something I've neaver read.And the first page sayed you've found the answers to lifes bloody past.The next page said wish for death.Maybe I'm just stumbleing in the dark but the way the story goes he found me lying in the dark.I scream God take me back i've seen religion but the light left me blind.I wish I could remember what I've done but i've found my addictionand it makes me feel alive.I locks myself away and tasted the dead silence hungry for more wrong and just the words oh Lord please take me with you.Took me to a place I don't belong than he said let him go he can't come back with a sad lok on his face
So I'm fine with dying.......
Somewhere far from grace.I found book bound by leather and it was something I've neaver read.And the first page sayed you've found the answers to lifes bloody past.The next page said wish for death.Maybe I'm just stumbleing in the dark but the way the story goes he found me lying in the dark.I scream God take me back i've seen religion but the light left me blind.I wish I could remember what I've done but i've found my addictionand it makes me feel alive.I locks myself away and tasted the dead silence hungry for more wrong and just the words oh Lord please take me with you.Took me to a place I don't belong than he said let him go he can't come back with a sad lok on his face
So I'm fine with dying.......
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