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it has been a long time since i've added an entry, but now it is time.
if i only had the mood, i could write alot. but my mood is not in that.
I feel alone, and bored, want to write a lot, want to write poetry, or stories or just sit and write what my life is about.
it has changed , my life...in two weeks i will fly to england (hi charlotte smile )))) mrgreen
i have got a real bad feeling according to this situation. okay i am really happy to get there and to meet my penpal, but i am also afraid, for I am a very shy person, also i talked with her....
and i will go there alone, without any person i know personally,...think i will cry at the airport...cry and cry and cry..
but on the other hand, maybe it will be the best thing i can do..
to train my language and to gain new friends , maybe friends i won*t ever meet here, where i live.
it is a hard decision,i will just 10 days away , alone...but maybe there will be happen so much..or NOTHING...nothing....or so much i cannot exspect!
I just have to do it, and not to think bout it.but not to think can be so hard...*sigh*
hope it will be fine and a great experience, mabe the greatest experience i've ever gained..
greetz
Nerwen Elensar
 PhoenixCauldron · Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 03:51pm · 1 Comments |
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things went wrong so wrong..listning to the pixies-where is my mind
don't know don'T know...cry..and cry..and so much went wrong and is still wrong..and maybe it will be wrong forever...
PhoenixCauldron · Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 03:37pm · 0 Comments |
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...I have participate in a poetry competition, and i have won the 3th place. but unfortunately , just the first and second one got prices, but it was my first competition i participate. so i am very proud =)
PhoenixCauldron · Sat Mar 18, 2006 @ 03:57pm · 0 Comments |
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I feel nothing not good not bad not sad..just empty...I started to make me gloves..they look really good..i also played flute today..but all seems empty.....the world is black and white, and nothing seems to change just a bit..I started to makea prsentation in english and physics, it is fun, but not that kind of fun i want to have sad
PhoenixCauldron · Tue Feb 21, 2006 @ 07:54pm · 0 Comments |
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