Woke up this morning with a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach, irritating pests constantly bothering me with their petty problems and I could barely sleep.
Today will not be a good day. stare
The first thing that comes to mind is my faithful servant, Gertrude. She is as loyal as a dog when it comes to everything in matters of the castle upkeep, food preparation and anything that I may ask of her. But as of late, she has become quite distance. Not with myself, which I find is a nice relief...but she has become distant from her duties as well as my betaminion Cindra. The two had become close friends since Cindra came to lice in Zaqqum fifteen years ago. I suspect that Gertrude has been fraternizing with that idiot Faust from Magicoz again. After that incident with him five years ago when Kali went missing... stressed
I shutter just at the thought of the horrid images I was forced to see, those images plague my very dreams at night still.
But still...she was given another chance after I found out she assisted Faust in erasing my memories. Thankfully that idiot didn't really know what he was doing, otherwise I would not remember anything from my life...only him. Which sickens me to no end.
Thankfully my husband at the time, Kazumei came to my aid and return memories that were lost.
But enough of them for now, I have many things that need attending to. I shall write later on the other things that have been upsetting me as of late.
 Sagura-hime · Mon Apr 05, 2010 @ 04:46pm · 2 Comments |
