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to my closest and dearest friend Alex Jordon my he Rest In Peace..... heart heart heart

A while ago now i lost my closest friend and i thik although it has tourn my world appart and although it hruts to admit he has gone he would want me to take what i have learnd form it..
it has taken me such a long to come to turms with his death that now i have i write this to you..my friend Alex didn't have the easyest life he had a rear skin disorder..he could not do nealy half the thing that you or i could and yet because of this very fact he appreicated everything in his life.. i think that we all sometimes need to stop and appreicat what we have and not just thake everything for granted...form losing Alex i relised that its the smallest things that we do in our lives are the things the end up mattering the most to us like thoes silly arguments you have over what film you going to watch or even the random calls at 3AM. i think people dont really take notice of the small things they concentrate to hard and froget to take a step back and look at the whole picture hppening in your life... i ask anyone who read this please don't make my mistake and froget to charish every moment that you spend with the people that you hold clost to your heart because you never truly relise that at any moment it could all end.. to those of you that have alredy lost someone close to you remember that even if they are gone the ones you love never truly leave you.. that if you carry them with you in your heart it makes you stronger and helps you to get through the harder times that life troughs you way.. Alex always told me that no matter how bad life can get, you are never truly alone.. if you were to open you eyes there you will see that there will always be someone who wants to help you even if you dont think they do.. or that you need the help...