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Lately I have been rummaging around looking at people, listening to them as they repeatedly tell me that they don't want to say what's bothering them, that they don't want to talk about it and then they mindlessly say it in a bulletin or a blog on Myspace.
This is my rant for you people who are "invisible" think they have "no friends" because they don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend, think that life is "pain".
Okay. Most of you people out there that this blog is aimed at are in highschool or post high school. Just because your bf or gf broke up with you after 2 weeks to 2 months isn't good enough reason for you to go out on parade with the crap of "endless pain without them" or I loved them so much. 2 months??? I TELL YOU THAT IT IS DAMN NEAR IMPOSSIBLE TO LOVE ANYONE IN 2 MONTHS! The first time I told my girlfriend that I loved her was when were reached our 1 year anniversary. 1 year.
There are some of you out there that think you are "invisible" or think you have nothing worthwhile just because you don't have a high school bf or gf. THAT PISSES ME OFF! You don't need a gf or bf to live. It is not Mandatory to live. Food. Water. Those are mandatory to live. Just because some of you out there get jealous because some people got lucky and found a high school fling isn't reason enough to kill yourself. You know what I say to cutters and suicide? "You're just weak. You couldn't handle the life of being a teenager."
But there some people still go on, mindlessly saying that life is pain and torment, the only way is to kill yourself and get it over with. Why do people say that? Tell me, why? What is so horrible that you have to take what is dearest to us all, life? Why must you take a sharpened knife and cut yourself? I've heard this, "To replace emotional pain with physical pain." I tell you, this isn't going to help. All it does is make it worse. Not only do you have to think about your "suffering" but now you have to deal with a river of red DNA flowing down your wrist, and then it gets even worse when your Parents, whom you hate because they supposedly hate you and ignore you, and see that crime. They then try to talk to you but all you do is tell them the same thing. "You'll never know what it's like to be me!" or "You don't know what I have to go through!" Truth is, your parents, unless they actually abuse you or they actually do hate you, just want to know what is bothering their child. More parents nowadays want to be friends with their children. They brought you in to the world. At least one of them cares.
My remedy is to find something like God.
I'm not telling you to give up your beliefs or cram mine down your throat, but find something like God, just so you can talk, get it off your chest.
Believe me, there are far worse things in this world than not having a high school bf or gf.

Please feel free to flame me or comment me, for all feedback is good.