the cold overwhelmed me. where is he? i dont want to wait anylonger! it seems only days since it happened. i feel as though he's next to me, but i know we are worlds apart. he was lucky enough to escape, but why did he leave me behind? his last words to me were i love you, but if he loves me, then why did he leave me? if only he was next to me, if only he was the one hugging me instead of the cold wind. if only i was in that world with him. "hey!Akiza! why are u still waiting? i said u could go on without me!Its too cold for you."so he finally arrived, koibito-san. "never again will i go and leave someone behind, its against me." i say. he looks at me with those piercing blue eyes. i turn from him, looking at the concrete, cold ground similar to my heart.It is just an iceblock in my chest, but when and who will be able to thaw it out? he is in a different world from me, he's in a happy world where all is peachy-keen, and i'm...im, well, i'm me. i am not special in any way possible, so why did he say that to me? why does he love me? "Akiza stop spacing out. i feel like ur plotting suicide." i look up into the sky. "maybe i am." He hugs me, sending my notebook flying from my surprise. he picks it up, and in that moment, i knew, i knew he was ready to read it. i told him to open it, and he read the first page. "is that why....is that why you are like this? is this why u are so closed up inside? i dont care, i love you, and with ur permission, i wish for u to be mine." i feel a warm sensation in me as it passes its way to my chest. what is this? this feeling of never wanting to let go? i now know my answer. "i love you too koibito-san." i whisper under my breath. now i have joined him in his world, and i am finally happy.