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I have a bit of a dilemma. I think that Keith's best friend, Scotty, hates my guts. Justine even asked him about it but he never answered. I think he's mad at me for taking his bestest friend. I really want to be friends with Scott and I even thought for a long time that we were friends, but I guess I was wrong. I'm sorry Scotty. Maybe I should just leave Keith alone whenever he's over Scott's house. But I can't help it, Scott's house is so close to my house that I just have to ride my bike up there and say 'hi'. Plus, Keith got a new guinea pig, which he kept over there because he hadn't been home in a while and just stayed at Scotty's house. I thought that we were like a trio or something and that we were all going to be like best friends or something. I guess not. Again, I'm sorry, I'll leave Keith alone for a while now.
~Brittany sweatdrop

Okay, so I've decided that Dan is actually alright but I still say that Justine is overly obsessed with him. Like tomorrow Keith is supposed to come over and he wants to come over early because I'm leaving on Sunday and he wants to spend every minute with him that he can with me until I leave. But, Dan lives across the street from Keith and Justine says that he has to bring Dan with him, which means that Keith would have to wait till one o'clock to come over and he doesn't want to, he wants to come early. Justine got all pissed when I told her that and was like "If he doesn't bring Dan with him I'm gonna kick him in the balls when he gets here!" She's so dramatic, it's not my fault or Keith's fault that Dan's parents don't feel like bringing him out here and that Justine doesn't have the guts to ask our dad to go and pick him up again today. Keith shouldn't have to pay for that, it's not his fault. Yea, so Dan told Juss to ask me if we could try to be friends or something today during the movie that me, Dan, Juss, Keith, my dad, and my cousin Jared went to. We went to see Cinderella Man today, it was sooo good! It had my heart pounding the whole time! So, I guess if he thinks I'm okay enough that he would ask me if we could be friends(even though it was through Justine) I guess he's not all that bad...and I should be nice to him because he's making an effort with me. For right now though, they have my blessing if they do really want to get married, I'm not going to stop them.Just as long as they don't stop Keith and me from getting married(j/k)!
-Brittany heart
peace out ya'll

So, Justine(my twin sis) is in looooove now. It's so sick, it's like when they get off the phone from talking for six hours they're all like "you hang up first" "no you". I'm like if you don't hang up the phone I will. I mean no disrespect to loving each other but when they leave each other and she can't ride with them because there's no room in the car she gets all "he's not leaving unless I can go" and she's so dramatic, too. It's like false love. They think they love each other but it's a complete joke. He is always yelling at her when they're on the phone I can hear him yelling at her even if I'm all the way across the room. He'll be like "Justine, shut the hell up, goddamnit!" And I'll be like ooookay...and Justine will be all "I hate him and I'm not going to answer his phone calls!" but of course she calls him right back. So dramatic. Me and Keith aren't like that at all, I do get a little lonely at night and wish that he was around to talk to and snuggle with. But if Dan's mad at Justine and he yells at her tell me why she calls him back later saying she's sorry. Even though he was just yelling at her because he got fired or because he was just in a bad mood. Well, I'm done ranting now, maybe if Dan cares enough or if Juss cares enough they'll read this and add their little comments. But I don't really care if they do or don't it doesn't matter what they say I think they're both kinda dumb. Actually if Juss wasn't going out with Dan she'd be very intelligent but Dan is just a moron. I mean who fails three times. He couldn't even go on to the next grade because he failed so many times and I think he's lying about being over pot. He's lower then dirt, he's the slimy scum that slugs leave a trail of behind themselves. I hate him I hope he dies a slow painful death. Anyways, I gotta talk to Keith now he's wondering what I'm spending so much time writing about and maybe getting a little annoyed or maybe not, I don't think he really cares he's just like how long is that gonna take. you're typing a lot! Yes, I know sorry hold on I'm almost finished. But now I am finished so I'll write again the next time I get on the computer so byes!
-Brittany

We're gonna go shooit pool with Dan, Keith, Eric?, and my mom's new fiance! That'll be fun. With the update on me cutting myself, I did it again two nights ago, I don't even really remember why, sometimes I'm just screwed up I guess. I think I go crazy for like an hour and take it out on anything/anyone in my path and then like the next morning I can't remember a thing...is that wierd? Do I have mania? Anywayz I'm going to the mall on Friday to catch up on some things with my old pal Crystal who I haven't seen in like a year now. I miss her a lot but I have a feeling we'll never see each other again after this last hang out. I think I'll bring some of my friends cuz she said she was gonna bring her posse so I'll bring mine...not the whole thing though...that'd be too many people we couldn't fit in the car maybe Juss, Dan, Keith, Dizzy, Tommy, and Kalvin but I'm not sure about Tommy and Kalvin yet, maybe I'll bring Devyn instead if she's not busy on Friday. Anywayz, then on Saturday we're going to go bowling and since we'd be coming back at almost 2 in the morning anywayz my mom said that I could spend the night at Keith's house *dirty thoughts* no stop! nothing will happen i swear...anyway! I dunno what juss is doin on Saturday I think she's gonna go bowling with us too and maybe spend the night over Keith's house too but I dunno if Dan is gonna spend the night too or not...it's all so complicated...and I have to figure out what to wear...all my clothes are dirty...well, gotta go and get dressed(I'm still in my robe!) byes peoplez
-Brittany
P.s.- Keith got all pissy cuz I cut myself again, I think he might be worrying about me but as long as he's around I won't do anything rash, I don't think... domokun

So, what happened was that all last week I was going through a depressed stage like I usually do except for this time I took it out on my friends as well as myself instead of just myself and for the first time ever I cut my arm with a pair of scissors. Later on I was talking to Keith and I told him a couple of things about me and that was one of those things. It was so weird to here that someone actually cares. Anyway, he got all upset and sweet and was all if you ever feel that way just come and talk to me. But I don't want for him to realize how weird I actually am and break up with me or worse just be the shy guy that he is and want to break up with me but not actually do it, then I'd just be making a fool of myself and we'd have a phony relationship. Oh man he was over here at my dad's house yesterday and we were making out and stuff but then I realized we were at my dad's house and I had to stop at that point. Dan came over the day before yesterday but him and justine didn't get to practically even touch, it was funny lol. well, keith said that he was gonna call me today, though I didn't really expect him to which is good because he hasn't, not that I've been waiting around for the phone to ring sweatdrop whee no I'm just kidding I really wasn't...Anyway! domokun domokun domokun domokun xp I've been killed by an army of domos...did I mention that dan was gonna join the army, justine doesn't like that...well, see ya!
-Brit heart

I don't like poopy heads so if you're a poopy head, don't talk to me! scream
I have to go to school now, and then I'm going to Tommy's later with Calvin, Juss, Keith, and Dan? I think...anywayz...I'll probably edit this thing later but I gotta go brush my hair now cuz right now I look like this>>>

Wuzzut ppl?!? whee xd
Brittany here! gonk crying stressed domokun xp &&&me fighting a Domo and dying sweatdrop
So this is my first entry...sort of... and I'm gonna list the peoplez that I love the most!

My pals
-Justine
-Keith
-Crystal
-Tommy
-Calvin (i guess)
-Dizzy
-Kenny
-Christina
-Devyn!
-Hanul
-Emily
-Olivia
-Celia
-Adeola<<going to Morgan State University next year
-Elvis<<different school next year
-Willie<<different school next year
-Jay (hey...it's possible...)
-Sunil
-Yuya
-Scotty!
-Stacia
-Mirium
*Green Names=people I love the most!*

Once an enemy but not any more...
-Alison<<going to Howard Community College next year, neutral in my opinion
-Dan<<not such a bad guy afterall

People I hate...
-Eric
-All my teachers...
-Marianne
-My mom
-My dad
*Red Names=people on my "to die" list*