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Hey everyone, I know not many people read my journal, but who cares, I don't give a damn.
anywayz, I heard of this one school John Robert Powers, and I wanna go there real bad, more than anything in the world because people get to work with actual directors and agents and stuff....Brenda Song went there! All I have to do to got there is audition.....then I have to pay over $1, 000! ...just for 20-30 weeks, but that's still a lot. I want it more than anything, but parents aren't very supportive. rolleyes
I at least want to audition to see if I'm good enough....I'll try, I'll raise the money myself and get some sort of job.... not only that, but my dad now says that I don't deserve to get my guitar no more, so I have to pay for that too....and I don't want no cheap dreadnaught guitar either. ewww. I want this black electric guitar I saw at this one store.....so yea.
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 bluecatz4m_hell · Fri May 12, 2006 @ 06:56pm · 0 Comments |
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There are many times in life when the world seems to fail us... no matter the level of resistance, the power of the depression, the toxicity of the abuse, or the level of sadness... remember...you are NOT alone....
I have problems, and I don't want anyone to make any huge mistakes they'll regret. If you feel like you must do something. plz get help...
~iDiOtIc MaNiAc
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bluecatz4m_hell · Wed May 03, 2006 @ 07:52pm · 2 Comments |
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Nothing to do, Nowhere to go |
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...every day..things get more boring...the most exciting thing i've done this whole month was probably wathcing scary movie 4. It was freakin hilarious!....kinda wrong, buut still funny! I went on opening day with my friend (bluetigereyes101) there was a very, very, very long line....after me and my friend left cuz we went like at 3: 50 pm or something like that. xd
There's nothing to do around here....ever! well...there's some stuff to do around here...he he he. There's gonna be a dance at my school before the end of the school year...some time in june. I bet it's gonna be boring. But my friend 2Fluttery is gonna go....and if she wears a black dress...I have to wear a pink dress....I HATE PINK!!!! almost as much as I hate those stupid care bears.....so yea.
bluecatz4m_hell · Fri Apr 21, 2006 @ 07:34pm · 1 Comments |
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I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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OMG! Yesterday I didn't take any of my pills in the morning, so my stomach was hurting hella bad! I thought I was gonna die, cuz I couldn't sleep, and I kept throwing up, and then I felt all dizzy as if I were high or something, but I wasn't! Then I spit out some blood...it was so gross...but I couldn't help it. I have serious stomach problems, so ya. this morning I took double pills just in case...which wasn't very smart...who on theiir right mind would take 14 pills?!? It was stupid, but I didn't wanna feel like that again....if giving birth is worse than that...then screw kids....they can make themselves...not really but whateveer....I feel better now though.
bluecatz4m_hell · Wed Apr 05, 2006 @ 07:08pm · 3 Comments |
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What the hell is up with that?!? |
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Well, I've been watching the news. (*gasp* I know) and I think that Bush is a jackass! it's so unfair, and he's gonna do is kill this country's economy. Oh sure, legal residents have it great! They can go to whatever country they please, but can people from other countries go there without others saying that they're criminals for wanting the american dream??? That's so wrong. I mean, imigrants do a hella lot of agriculture and farming crap, so he'll be having a lot of problems when labor goes down, and then the americans will have top pay more for taxes to replace the imgrants' taxes that they will no longer be paying for Bush's own fault. It hink that a lot of people are going to be very unhappy about that. but heck, that's just what I think! It won't make a difference, but then again, I have a few connections since last year I went to the capital to represent the whole country 21st CCLC. So I guess I could say something.....I just hope it helps....I should go on the march that's gonna take place tomorrow at Rancho HS, but then again, I don't want to get shot. (seriously, who would?) It's so stupid. The one who needs to get shot is Bush himself, but nobody wants to go to jail...well, if it's in exchange for their freedom then they might. but it's so wrong. there's gonna be alot of angry people and another war will probably break out. Won't that be helpful?
bluecatz4m_hell · Fri Mar 31, 2006 @ 04:48pm · 0 Comments |
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OMG! there is absolutely nothing to f*ckin do....and hardly anybody is ever on....it's getting very boring......somebody please talk to me! crying
.....I should go do something totally crazy....like running nude all around the street....nah, that might not be such a good idea.....
...hmmmmm, I wanna go skydiving.....but I can't........so there's nothing to do...I wanna go to the adventuredome....yea, that's like the most interesting place around here, and...it's not that great, but hell, what are ya gonna do........ stare
bluecatz4m_hell · Tue Mar 21, 2006 @ 08:54pm · 1 Comments |
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I think that everything in regular life is making everyone turn into mindless zombies...like computers, yet I could not live without the computer...it's really stupid, but whatever.....mindless zombies are actually cool.......and I have lost my consiense...nothing can tell me difference from right and wrong, so that's another great example of mindless zombies...isn't that just great?....but oh well, what can you do? all the earth is, is a giant rock with stupid human beings on it....yea.
if you have any more examples of minles zOmBiEs......just comment it...........
-iDiOtIc MaNiAc
bluecatz4m_hell · Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 07:52pm · 0 Comments |
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Bands that kick a**:
My Chemical Romance
Fall Out Boy
Otep
Evanescence
Greenn Day
3 Doors Down
Simple Plan
Silverstein
Crossfade
Slipknot
Hawthorne Heights
Linkin Park
System of a Down
3 Days Grace
Trapt
P.O.D
H.I.M
...that's all I think of for now
bluecatz4m_hell · Mon Mar 13, 2006 @ 04:47pm · 0 Comments |
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Well, there's not much that I can say now a days.....I could tell you guys about how me and my friend want to start a band....we've been planning it for a while, but we still need to finish saving money to buy more instruments and huge speakers....and a whole bunch of other stuff.......yeah. Me and my friend are gonna be the vocals.....I'm of course going to be the one who mostly writes the songs....I actually already started......they're not done yet but they will be. stare
I love singing....my friend just wants to be the keyboarder....but I'm trying to convince her to be one of the guitarist....it's a much more interesting part......but it's up to her what part she wants. as long as I'm the vocalist/guitarist, I'm alright with everything.....she's gonna sing too of course. well, we've been thinking about band names.....and the best on we've come up with is:
Sweet Scars
......and that's it....that's the best one we could come up with...I said it, but I didn't seriously want it as a band name......it's the best thing we've got...so ya.
I'd love to hear suggestions for a band name.....seriously, please comment.
bluecatz4m_hell · Thu Mar 09, 2006 @ 07:14pm · 0 Comments |
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