its just to ******** wierd for me to be around someone who cares for me since ive never been used to it
perhaps thats one reason why im always attracted to the bad girls, the ones that dont really care if im around and the ones that make me do s**t for them
i guess that goess the same way with friends too. im always willing to do things for my friends and when it comes to their turn. thy're all just self centerd assholes yet i still hang out with them because the abusive friendship keeps things fun and intresting for me
assuming i ever get laid ill probably be one of those guys who only does the one night stand and then never calls the b***h again
it makes my inner child sad that i could ever type something like that since ive always had a romantic side...but alas its been beaten and used and now there is nothing left to it
ive been taking up smoking since the add on the tele state that it causes a high risk of lung cancer...and as much as it saddens me to say it im hoping get it...
ive been reading and studdying alot about Karma and it really explains why i was tortured in middle school
i remeber that in elemtry i thought i was better than i actually was and i vaguely remeber picking on the other kids i just didnt like for some unknown reason
ive made the connection that Karma has done its job of giving me my just deserts by having others hate me for an unknown reason in middle school
its only fair that i sufferd just like the other kids i picked on
i can nolonger say i was a victem since i was an a*****e in elementry...its pure justice and it was serverd to me
Taylor M. Johnson
~synaesthesia~
"quit bitchin, start a revolution"
"quit bitchin, start a revolution"
