Since nobody really knows who i am here in Gaia, I think I can use this opportunity to speak out...
Ever since my first diving experience, I can't get my instructor out of my head... and I think I can blame my sister and my 2 aunts... they were the ones who were pushing me to have some sort of relationship with him...
I can't really consider him that good looking though... hmm wait.. he is good looking but nor REALLY good looking.. One thing I can say is.. he's a REALLY good person... a hunch and the fact that I've already put my life in his hands...
I guess this is what you call regret... there are so many things that I should've done before I left the Island.. I wish i took initiative and got his number or gave him my card... or I should've had more fun with him... damn... well I can't take back time...
I actually found him on of of the sites I got to on the Net, but I don't have the courage to add him as a friend... since there's nothing between us...
Why should he accept me anyway? why would he want to keep in touch with me anyway?
I feel as if I'm just bringing myself down...
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