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I dreamt I was running,faster than anything in the world....Speeding past everything
Trying to find something...No on noticed me,or cared that they didnt...
I ran straight,until I reached a cliff,with a waterfall running through the sides of the cliff.I feel through the water,through the cliff,through everything
I fell until there was darkness and one other person was there,Me I was the other person..I saw myself and then I became one with myself.I found what I was searching for,I guess..I looked up and saw everyone standing,living above me,like they were standing on glass I tried to come throught this glass but couldnt.

I tried to break through but only lost more strength.I thought screw them all.
But I couldnt stay alone I was scared of bieng alone...I was afraid of bieng alone so I kept trying and failed.Finally I feel into the ground again,to another place.A place where everyone loved me,No one wanted to be away from me.


I hated it.



I fell again to a place where no one cared either way or another,except one girl.One girl cared.I didnt know her and couldnt see her face but I knew she wanted me to stay.So I did.I didnt fall anymore.I stayed there with her.But I still wonder who she is and is she real?Is she a dream or a subconsious view of love that I need to find????Oh well I guess sooner or later I will find her again and I will be complete..She was what I've lost somewhere along the road.I didnt need to find the mirror me(the other me I saw)I needed her...I'll find her...Soon