Well, now that I'm over the last person I used to write about in all my entries.. There's a new person. But this person was always second best with me. But now that my one and only is gone, this person wants nothing to do with me. We just talked to night, and it hurt so much that I had to stop the conversation. It breaks my heart how this person still cares for me after what I put him through. I kinda wish he would take me back, but I don't wanna rake the risk of hurting him again. But I miss him.. I'm just so confused right now..
~Seth M. Bean~
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