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...he only shortcut in live is death.
Why am i here? I cause nothing, but pain and suffering for all who care for me. I cause others to hate, despise, and create false happiness. The only time I cause joy is when I'm in pain. I feel that I should enjoy pain to please others. I've grown to enjoy my physical abuse as others inflict it. I am of a trapped doll, stuck in a world fo torture for other's entertainment. I live one day at a time like any other, but unlike them, I look forward to the hardships in life because as long as I can endure the pain, there shall illuminate a light of happiness... somewhere.





I can't stand being treated like i don't matter in anyone's life! I care, I share, I love, and I protect, but no more! I do so much and yet I'm treated like s**t!! I refuse to be a loyal lapdog and care to everyone's every whim.





I gaze into your glaring eyes as they shed tears of pain as if your heart had been ripped out and crushed. Your soul, floating into an eternal darkness were relief could never be obtained. As a dagger slicing, deepening wounds that shall never heal. A never-ending nightfall upon your body, such that seems as a flock of crows feasting upon a coarpse. People without hopes and dreams are of empty vessils, awaiting to be currupted by the dark hearts of others.





no one probably wants to read this, but i chose to put this on here. i am a horable poet as you will see, and i hope that none of you try to make me feel better by telling me that it's not bad.

Each day that passes by
From sun set to sun rise
My soul burns away from lonelyness.
I wait until I see you once more
To give you a longing, loving, gentle kiss.

(next)

By and by, all the time,
When i think you're on my mind.
If you forget me i won't forget you,
Because my love for you is pure and true.

(next)

Everytime I see your face,
I can't help, but smile from ear to ear.
Althought sometimes I feel mispladed,
Evert word you speek i cherish to hear.

(next)

My beating heart thrives for you,
I could never live without the one I love.
I love you deeply, i truely do.
You are of a flawless angel from above.

(next)

Each day that we depart,
I feel a breaking within my heart,
But when we are together,
All my wounds seem to heal.

(next)

Mending wounds with my little rhymes,
So to clear the minds of those who read,
To express my emotions to all in due time
Espcially to those, whome i deeply do need.

... just to clearify, yes I did write all of those.





Neko9
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