I just happened to download Last Kiss by Pearl JAm and it istantly tranfered me back to the time right after my sister died...I nearly fell to the floor sobbing ... and Im a guy...Im supposed to be strong and be able to help others around me cope and me be able to do it on my own...I cant...I couldnt if my fiance hadnt been here to support me I dont know what I would be doing right now...probably getting drunk and drowning my existence away into nothingness...though I cant do that because I have a family to support in this time...though I WANT MY SISTER BACK GODDAMMIT GIVE HER BACK YOU SELFISH b*****d!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cravon · Fri Sep 08, 2006 @ 09:10am · 2 Comments |