Oh my god what a night! Why did I run out of vodka I could really do with a stiff one. So added pressure ,asked to lie about it to the one I love ,father saying he wouldn't let me do this thing so soon as I'm not well enough to do it. My heart mummers playing up now and having stupid amounts of palpitations and arm pain. Just need to lay flat and be quiet for a bit.. Tried chill out with headphones didn't work going to try the last thing that makes me laugh to try to take my mind off of the pressure and that is muddbuttjones videos!
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