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hai2u
 oreokooky · Thu Apr 21, 2011 @ 08:15am · 0 Comments |
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Check out this mod our school team created for UT 2004. A 60 person team assembled the mod over a course of 6 months, and every character, weapon, and asset in the game is completely our own. It’s called Mythos, and it centers around a battle between classic Greek and Norse Gods for control of humanity. The battleground is a giant onslaught map where you jump from Valhalla and its frozen plains below to the idyllic Greek countryside and the golden halls of Olympus. You can pick from 8 characters from both sides. Zeus, Artemis, Hades, and Apollo battle for the Greek Gods against Thor, Odin, Skadi, and Tyr. Unique weapons include Thor’s Hammer Mjolinr, Skadi’s Axe, The Dagger Gun, Zeus’ lightning bolt, and Artemis’ crossbow. The mod supports up to 16 players and is available immediately for download at the following sight. Download it today and start conquering.
Game Wizards
Mythos downloads:
Mythos Website
Mythos Game Download
oreokooky · Sat Jun 16, 2007 @ 12:47am · 1 Comments |
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People say that I'm a pessimist. I call myself a realist.
oreokooky · Mon May 28, 2007 @ 05:41am · 0 Comments |
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Amazing. Life has finally turned up a little. |
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I'm amazed. Something good has finally happened to me. Well, I dunno how "good" it is because it will result in me getting a lot more stressed out than this quarter, but it will definitely make my resume look really good when I start applying for jobs.
So I have been busy with school lately as many of you may know. What keeps me so busy? I am taking a class that is a very close simulation to what a real video game production team may be like (the only main differences being that there is a more organized structure in a professional place). We've been using the Source engine which is the engine used for Half Life2. The art director for it pulled me out of class yesterday to ask me....... to be a lead artist. eek eek eek eek eek eek
There were 7 lead positions that he needed people to take over and I was one of the people he asked. He said I really stepped up to plate this quarter and that I have the talent, I have the drive, but I don't have the leadership qualities so he wanted to give me that extra push and give me the opportunity to do that so obviously... I took it. I am so nervous though. It's probably going to be a lot more stress for me and keep me even busier than I already am, but I am extremely honored to be given this opportunity. I gotta keep pushing myself for next quarter. I'm so nervous, but at the same time so excited. I don't know how I'm gonna pull it off next quarter but I HAVE to think of something. I hope this means I can start substituting this class for classes I don't want to take. Although, I wish I took this class sooner 'cuz there's been some classes that I really wish I could've replaced with this class. >.<
Oh well... Man... I'm excited for next quarter. eek heart
And by the way... if you're reading this Kasi, yes.. I still hate you. I'm ashamed to have been so naive to ever think you were a friend. I'm ashamed I put so much trust and faith in you as being a good person that cared about other people. You're just as bad, if not worse than Zazetti. Actually no, you're definitely worse. I guess I should be thanking you though. Thank you for showing me that you don't give a rat's a** about how other people may feel and only care about your own well being. Thank you for showing me that I can't trust anybody anymore. Thank you for reminding me how awfully deceptive people can be. Thank you for showing me that people always have ill intentions even though they may seem like they're being a friend. Thank you for reminding me that there are very, very, very few people in this world that should be called a friend. I hereby swear to always be aware that people aren't always what they seem. I will be overly cautious from now on. Thank you for teaching me that lesson, Kasi. It's a valuable lesson to teach. As good of a teacher you are for that - I hope you rot in hell and a rain of s**t hovers over your head every day for the rest of your life.
oreokooky · Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 01:17pm · 1 Comments |
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Someone tell me if I'm crazy or not. |
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So I just found something out... I feel horribly betrayed, and I'm wondering if I'm just overreacting or if I have a right to feel the way I do.
I'll leave out the sappy details at first so you can draw an objective conclusion and you guys tell me if I'm crazy or if you understand why I'd feel the way I do and if you'd feel the same way.
I had a boyfriend. While we were still together, we were playing World of Warcraft. We formed a guild which we got pretty close with the people in the guild and we had a guild barbeque at my ex's house. This one girl came who I considered to be a friend. We got along pretty well in person, I'd say. We talked in game. I told her all my happy stories about him and me. The first time we met. Our first date. Our first kiss. So obviously, she knew how in love I was with this guy and she responded with the typical "awww how sweet" bullshit.
5+ years after our relationship and a couple months after this guild barbeque party, we broke up. I had some suspicions that him and this girl were seeing each other. I saw her car on his driveway once when I dropped something off. He accidentally calls me by her name. Little things. I shrugged them off.. I thought she'd be a more respectable person than that. Today... it was confirmed. They're dating. They've been seeing each other since a month after my ex and I split up. We've been split up for about 5 months now.
How do I feel about the situation?
I'm insanely jealous. I'm incredibly infuriated. I'm beyond hurt. Backstabbed is an understatement. I was trembling when I found out.
I'm glad to know my 5 year relationship meant at least 1 month to him... Here I am, 5 months later and I'm still crying over the ********. It hurts that I had no impact on him. It hurts that I'm just... a sloppy leftover to him, when he was the world to me. He meant the world to me. My first date. My first boyfriend. My first kiss. My first everything. It hurts to know that I meant absolutely nothing to him even after 5 years. It hurts that he'll always have a piece of me that I can NEVER have back. It hurts that I don't hold any kind of tie to him at all.
I guess I'm okay with the fact that he's seeing someone new. I know he's not bound to me anymore.......... but he's seeing this girl... that I spilled my guts to. Someone that knows how much in love I was with him. She knows about our first meeting. She knows about our first date. She knows about our first kiss. I can't even begin to express the amount of disgust I feel towards her right now. How can anybody do that? How can anybody know all those intimate times and then prance in and make some of her own with the same guy?
Is it wrong of me to feel this much bitterness towards her? Is it wrong to feel this much disgust towards her? Is it wrong for me to hate her?
Am I right to feel backstabbed? Am I the only one that feels this way? Am I the only one that feels that friends shoudln't date friends ex's?
Granted.. we weren't the best of friends.. but for ******** god's sakes.. she knows about a lot of our firsts. I explained in detail. She knows.
So please.. if anybody reads this.. please give me your opinions. I don't care if I know you or not. I just need someone to tell me if what I'm feeling is justified or am I overreacting?
oreokooky · Sun Nov 05, 2006 @ 05:31am · 1 Comments |
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It's been confirmed. I'm accepted. |
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No, duh. They keep inviting me to events and made me register for classes so... I'm obviously accepted. I just wish they were a little more blatant in telling me. I'm not asking for confetti and balloons. Just a simplke, "Congratulations, you've been accepted to Art Institute" will do. gonk
But this way is pretty complimenting in it's own secretive way too, so I guess that's alright. biggrin
I have to go to an orientation on October 1st. I have to be there by 8, which means I have to leave my house by 7, which means I have to be awake by at least 6:30. I haven't woken up that early since high school. It will be painful, but I'm still looking forward to it. biggrin
Anyhoo, work has been swell. I just hate the hours. It's really interesting to hear all the stories of the patients that come in. I once got a $5 'cuz a patient thought I was charming. *huffs on nails and shines them on shirt* lol
I've been really bored at work though so I've been doodling lots. For those who I haven't thrown a link at yet, here it is:
Doodlettes
#2 and #3 are the same person (some model from a magazine ad). Just #3 is a bigger, more complete version however... Her eyes are horrendously crooked and her lips are far too short on her right side. crying I need more practice on drawing noses and learn how to make the drawing actually look like the person I'm drawing. Anyhoo, if you're an experienced artist that happens to stumble across my journal that has some critiques/advice to give me on my drawing - please feel free to comment/PM me. I'd be more than happy to receive any advice. :]
oreokooky · Tue Sep 20, 2005 @ 06:19pm · 1 Comments |
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