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Jealousy [poem]
Do you ever feel so low, that you hit hard on the
like your heart and soul, have gone down to you
stomach, and turned your guts insideout.
like, your whole world is caving in with doubt.
when your head is throbbing and your eyes blood
shot.with tears staining your skin, when you can taste
salt on your lips.
when you cry so much, your eyes turn dry and empty.
when you whole body aches, and you start to shake
. thats how i feel, and i'm shaking with jelousy.
i can't believe you did this to me, how could you rip
me open and leave me outside in the pouring rain. and
i thought you were different, special. but your like
everyone else, your exactaly the same.
i thought you were beautiful, and i thought it was
but i guess i was wrong, and i can only blame it on
we were the best in everything, we talked for hours
again and again, but something so good, so perfect.
had to eventually end.
you said it wasn't me, you said you had changed, and
that it just wasn't ment to be.i called you for
hours, hoping you'd pick up your damn phone, but you
never did answer. and i felt so alone. i saw you
everyday, and always tried to catch your eye, but
you'd always turn away and hide.
i miss you terribly, and i always wonder if you still
think of me.
but i know it is over, and it's hard to believe.
i thought it was love, you said you'd give everything
to me. but it was a lie, and the lies are why you had
to leave.

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