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Ah, life is so full of twists and turns, its easy to fall off the road, isnt it! o.o

Well, my newest conundrum is nothing I didnt see coming. I've finally, after much patience and searching, managed to find a girl I love, respect, admire and willingly would scrifice anything for. She is the dream I have every night and the first desire I have each morning. I love her with every drop of my heart, and I hope to make her mine one day. Sounds too good to be true, doesnt it? Well, it is.

See, I got tired of going nowhere fast, dead end temp jobs and bills piling up can do that to you. So what did I think was a idea. Well, I was out of shape too, so I figured join the Army for a few years! Brilliant, get trained, whipped into shape, a job, place to live, skills, lots of things, AND get paid for it! Sounded terrific. It has been too. My training in the army allowed me the funds to fly cross country and meet my love [as we had met online] and get to know each other in person. Well, it went splendidly, I think I'm in love. In fact, I know I am.

Here's the rub, I'm going to Korea, one of those hardship tours, I'll be there for a year. Thats not too bad, I get to take leave after a cew months, but right now I'm at the point where I dont wanna be away from my love for more then a few minutes. I love her, I want her to feel loved and love me in return, and most importantly, I want to spend whatever time I have with her. But my job takes me elsewhere. *sigh* I miss her already, and I've not even left the country, though I have left her. I hope she knows how much she means to me while I'm away. I will be coming back as soon as I can love, that I promise.