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Hmm... well... what's going on in my life today? I guess I'll tell you. First off... I met this wonderful girl, you may know her... you may not. Her username is Mystic_Wonders and we have been togther for 6 months now. It started in July on the 27th and it shall continue to florish into a beautiful bouquet of love. We are engaged and I plan on moving out to where she lives as soon as I graduate. Currently at school... everyone has been giving me a bunch of crap just because of where she lives, which is Oregon. It shouldn't matter where you find love, or who it's with... the only thing that matters is that you love and trust that person with your true feelings. As myself, I love her for her, not what she looks like or what she has and doesn't have. Anyway... more about school. I took care of the idiots that were making crap about it, they stopped talking to me after a while, but they became my friends again like after a week or two. I'm having a hard time in one of my classes because the homework and assignments are piled up high on us to get us "ready" for college. I just really can't handle that much pressure so I'm falling behind a lot... But my grade in that class is slowly rising. More about my love life you say? Alright... Laura (Mystic_Wonders) and I are very close, we think the same and everything. We know each other very well, and love each other so much we would sacrifice ourselves for one another. I don't know what I would do if I lost her, she's the only person in this world who has truly brought me happiness. In the past I had given up on people in general. I was abused a great deal as a child... friends would literally beat me until I was in tears... one of them tied me to a tree by my throat, my brother threw me into a fence... and I don't mean a small wooden or chain-linked fence... It was one of those huge fences with big wooden beams and metal bolts and what not. Anyway... a so called friend of mine tried to drown me in a pool while on vacation in North Carolina. Umm... anyway, yeah... you see why I'm the way I am at times... But Laura was different... she actually made it obvious that she cared about me. She asked how I was, how my day went, and If anything interesting happened at school. We started growing closer and closer each day. We talked everyday since the day we met... the day after my birthday June 6, 2006. I knew that she was the one for me... the one I would spend the rest of my life with until the day I died. Other than the computer, we talk on the phone everyday, since I recently bought a cell phone. So we always keep in touch. I'm always there for her as she is for me, and I've made her so happy. When I met her she on the verge of committing suicide... untill I spoke up and talked her out of it, showing that no matter what happens, there is always a bright side to it. Life may not be easy... but there is always a bright side to it, you just have to work hard to find it. Blah! anyway, I guess that's pretty much it... I don't know when I'll ever write in here again xD So be glad I actually did it for once. Maybe you'll understand me better...

Bryan S.