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Thankyou well let me explain to what is happening to me. I awake sometimes in the middle of the night or early morning with slash marks all over my arms and chest, sometimes my back. I'm not in the state that Tln_x is because I can't remember my dreams to much and I can't astral jump. My dreams are more like visions.

I walked to school once and it was a very cold morning and the snow was falling quickly. I keep feeling a sensation in my body wanting to break out of me. I see a creature that is reptilian looking but human as well. The scales I see is armor with a steel blades along my right arm and and left leg. I have a single angel wing on the left side of my back that is going at a fifty foot wing span.

I don't know why but when that day happened I felt the pain on the same spots of my arm and leg as the blades were and a sharp pain of the wing wishing to break out of my skin. I don't really know what this means or if i'm insane but I want to get deeper into this if you wouldent mind helping thankyou.