No matter how wonderful things may seem
I continue to see this scene over and over in my head
I pray for it to be just a dream and never true
But it's so real and vivid that I can feel the pain
I'm struck down again, but this time by violence
Screaming, yelling, glass is broken, blood is strewn across the floor
As I look up into your angry eyes, mine are filled with tears and terror
I raise my hands to protect my tiny body, and you waver
Snarl turning to a frown, insanity dying down to shame
Can I go back to your arms? Should I turn back to you?
I feel sick inside as I embrace you, my enemy and my lover
I often feel I'm trapped in the most twisted relationship ever
Because I'm in love with a forbidden b*****d
Who's got a she-devil's nails dug into his heart that won't let go
And it stings and hurts me to see this sickening scene in front of me
So painful that I cannot cry
So tiring that I cannot sleep
So cold that I cannot freeze to death
So lonely that I cannot move from my corner to pray
It is a day that shall never dawn, the day I am able to be happy
Free to hold the hand of the one I love without a care or worry
Free to live intertwined in the life of my other, and better, half
I'm trapped...
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