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Standing in the rain
Sharing the subtle raindrops of love on our heads

I look into her eyes
And she looks back to see through mine
Our arms pass each other's as they wrap around the other
She pulls me to herself
And holds me tight

Her lips which are juicy and moist as strawberries
Her tongue, slimy to most but cool and relaxing to me
They all collide in a passionate kiss with her

I move away a little and kiss her neck
She moans from the happiness and rubs her cheek against mine
And as we stand against the wall of stone in the cold and rain
The place rubs itself out, leaving nothing much a couch

The place where I rest my head
I awake in the chill of the night to see my sheets soaked
Touch my fingers to my cheeks to feel warm tears

Fresh tears

Sit up, young man, and stare at your reality
She is not here, nor shall she be for a while

My eyes wander
My room is the same
Never changing
Never different

I hope to see some glimpse
Some sign of my love

My angel

My partner

But nowhere is she to be found

Here I sit at this computer
Hoping upon hopes that she should touch me on my shoulder once more
A surprise

Something different

For me to feel her lips on mine
To hear her sweet voice
To look upon that face that hath kept my insanity at bay
To touch her soft, warm body and to hold her in my arms again
These are the greatest feelings to hold in my life
More than all else

I miss you so much, Caitlin......*Cries heavily inside, not to let it show*.....This is so hard...I miss you so much.

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