I am constantly bored with this "life" that I lead. Nothing new ever happens and when it does is it often something that I wish would not have happened. I often find that I am just an empty shell going through the memorized motions of my daily life. I miss never knowing what I would get to do in a day, not knowing where I was going to do or what would happen. The same songs are always stuck in my head, nevermore to be replaced by new ones, ones that have a brighter message. All I am left with are the memories of when times were exciting and I had something unexpected to wake up to every morning. Where did that life go and when will I get it back?
 vardamacariel · Mon Oct 10, 2005 @ 02:48pm · 0 Comments |
