So, I've moved to Ottawa.
The Big City.
The place I've been dreaming of for what, 4 years?
I'm broke, jobless, friendless('Cept the bestest ones! ^-^), and living in my mom's apartment.
And for some reason that's okay.
I'm not sure if it should be, it just is.
I don't have money, but mom's still taking care of me, and I'm taking care of her too.
I'm searching for my future, which, as always, refuses to fall into my lap. And I'm figuring a few things out. I might have to go back to highschool for a bit, but that's okay too.
As for friends, what more could I need? I have the sweetest, most thoughtfullest person in the world along with the toughest, and strongest willed woman I've ever known. Both perfect in their own way, and even better together.
So, even though I'm poorer than I've ever remembered being in my life; even though we didn't put up a tree or make the Turkey dinner on the special day, to me it's still my holiday. Christmas, Chaunaka(sp????), Yule, or what have you, I still have the special happy feeling that makes it that time of year.
...
I think something's wrong with me.
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(Just Kidding XD)
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
I'LL SEE YOU SOON!!!!
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