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~*~*Lonely no Sekai*~*~
Humm... so I decided to get a haircut. My oniichan somehow inspired me... well he's not my brother literally, but he's great. Though I call him a b*****d and he calls me an evil b***h XD well, brotherly love, I suppose XD he's here on Gaia as RazvanMoroii... check his avatar out, it's simple, but cute... I'd like to see him with that neko tail in real life XD XD ahh, he'll SO kill me if he ever reads this...

I browsed some sites today to get some ideas about what haircut I should get... here are some I found nice... I have wavy hair, so maybe some of them will be a problem... but nevermind that XD

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I will most probably get something inbetween all of them... with color a bit lighter that the first one, but I want those shiny-red highlights XD

Hmm... so Tunisia and Tunisians weren't nowhere near as amazing as I hoped they'd be. Men there are MANIACS, I tell you. Aargh. If I EVER return there and I hope not, it won't be without a bodyguard. Or two. Seriously - I thought that because of Islam, they won't dare to even look at a girl. Oh, the sheer stupidity of this thought almost caused me a heart stroke when my poor little butt was touched AT THE STREET AT NOON. Okay, maybe I'm overly sensitive to strange people touching me in more than just friendly way, but HELL I came home/to the hotel room seriously shocked. Like this> eek

And hm... remember how they say that you can never forget your first love? Damn, I wish it wasn't true XD but it is crying aargh... *screams from depths of depression* life is a b***h evil

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Not soul, but BLOOD, mwahahaha...

Okay. I stopped being too stingy and tried that black nailpolish biggrin actually, quite some time ago... and heart I am officially out of high school heart and yeah, I am still seventeen XD and I graduated with best score I could possibly get, mwaaahaha heart Yeah, it definitely messed up my already messed-up brain XD I am going to Tunisia tomorrow, for 11 days... yay for the desert, yay for the sea and Y.A.Y. for sexy tanned men cool cool cool

Also, about a month ago, I renewed my obsession with Nightwish. NIGHTWISH IS THE BEST heart heart heart Yeah. I am obsessed and maniac. So what XD

And I must confess that I do NOT like Tarja. Yeah, she had a nice voice, but not THAT great at all - at first, when NIghtwish started and she wasn't a stupid spoiled diva b***h, she sounded better than she does now. She stopped being original long ago and when I've heard how she was behaving for a whole year before boys finally decided to kick her out... damn, SHE IS AN IDIOT eek

Yesterday, I've heard the new song "Eva" - it was very nice, I like the new singer, Anette Olzon. She looks like a normal person and has a good, EMOTIONAL voice, which is exactly what Tarja was lacking for a long time now. Emotions. I hope she won't become as self-centered as Tarja 3nodding

And something else... I CAN'T BELIEVE how anyone can say that Tarja is Nightwish. SHE IS NOT, for God's sake!!! It's MUSIC and LYRICS and ATMOSPHERE that makes a good group, and singer has to be good and interesting, yes, BUT IT'S NOT WHAT MAKES NIGHTWISH WHAT IT IS!!! Jukka is Nightwish, Emppu is Nightwish, Marco is Nightwish, and mainly, the one who writes most of those GREAT songs, TUOMAS IS NIGHTWISH! Tarja isn't irreplaceable - if someone is, it's Tuomas, because Nightwish songs are HIS songs.

And for me, it would work even if Marco sings more XD I love his voice and how he looks when he sings XD a bit maniacal, to be honest wink but still, he seems more dedicated to the songs he sings than Tarja ever was. She seemed to only recite the words, not feel them. And tried to be in the spotlight all the time... bleh. To hell with her XD I've heard and seen video of her performance on some concert yesterday, and she was... well, just another pop star trying to look good, innocent and popular. Nothing much. She will soon recognize that she's nothing without Nightwish. Mwahaha twisted

Go Nightwish, I love you all XD

So I finished my second dream avi just now... though Gloves layer differently with that shirt than when I did this avi on dream creator... well, nevermind, I like it anyway... heart heart heart what do u think? and I am broke now, so don't ask for gold, I am absolutely poor, moneyless, broke etc etc.... like 190 gold or so is everything I have now, and I sold lots of my stuff to finish this avi XD

I called this dream avi "Frozen Heart of a Wolf" - not original, I know, but I'm not in a mood for complicated and poetic names, because I'm writing in a rush XD

Let me know what u think and don't steal the idea.... though I think it's not that good.



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And yeah, uh... I have deep violet hair now XD

And I forgot a few things... I could only edit previous post, but... I'm too lazy for that. Kill me.

I've never liked pink colour. No, I don't think I like it now, though I am not so grossed out when I see something pink anymore... that is if that thing isn't candy-like, sparkly-sparkly and so sweet my teeth hurt from a mere look at that thing. And I'm still feeling physically ill when it is a sparkling-s**t pink T-shirt, accompanied by pink jeans, pink shoes, pink bag and pink hat (and hair bleached so much they're almost white and certainly too dead to be called organic material).

But I got to like violet colour. Deep, rich violet that balances between blue and purple. My dress for graduation ball were that color, even my earring and ring had a violet amethysts in them and I loved it. So I have my nailpolish dark violet now, my nails loong... and it looks... well... gothic mwahaha blaugh at least I think so... I'd like to try black nailpolish but I think my parents would go crazy if I did... uhm... does that matter to me... NO! When I'll stop being too stingy to buy the black nailpolish, I'll try mwahaha... blaugh blaugh

And the other thing I wanted to say, or show... my photo mwahaha... prepare for the next scariest thing you've ever seen (I think I am less scary than your parents making out heh)...

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So, New Year has come... full of expectations, hopes and those legendary curves on the road of life...

Enough of sentimental bullshit. I don't feel any of that, in fact January 1st and 2nd felt like any other normal days to me. Really, when I look out of the window, I think it's April rather that January - no snow, occasionally rain, mildly cold weather. Nothing much.

And some schoolkids in our country got to stay home almost a week longer crying they're going to school next Monday, while I have to wake up at 6:30 AM tomorrow and sit through those boring-as-hell lessons. Sincerely - I don't think Hell would be as boring as school is. I'd like to go to Hell - u know what I mean. In Heaven, there's fresh air. In Hell, there's better companionship. Mwahaha twisted at least for a devil like me.

And u know what I've found out? I'm emo. So there. I don't have my hair dyed black, I don't have any piercing or tattoo and I don't sulk and pout most of the time. I seldom (if ever) cry. I don't wear black all the time and my makeup is definitely not gothic-like.

And I am emotional deep inside, I revel in angsty, pathetic thoughts and feelings and I am being over-sensitive all the time, wondering about things that don't need to be thought about. If I had enough money to waste, I'd be dressed cool and dark all the time, mwahaha heart and I am a cynical b***h who tends to scare people away all the time even when she doesn't want to.

so... EMO here mwahaha... and u know what? I like it heh blaugh let me talk pathetic bullshit the other time, now I am in sarcastic mood 3nodding

I am a shounenai/yaoi/slash maniac. It's official... if there was a degree about that, I'd have my whole room wallpapered with them XD

I love unusual pairing. I seem to purely hate paitings that are seen too often and are just everywhere. I like those who are not so cliche... for example, a pure idea of Draco/Harry in HP world makes me feel sick... bleh. I liked it, but it looks like all hell broke loose with this stuff, it's everywhere. Now, I like Ron/Draco way better mwahaha...

there's a fantastic author, she writes Ron/Draco and Charlie/Snape, and I believe she did some Snape/Ron....? Her nickname was Dappled Victory and her stuff made me faint and nosebleed and squeak and laugh, and I think that's what a good story should make me do. Really, that person is a genius and I'd love to thank her for writing something THAT good.

Really, read her fantastic stuff here.

And I found a fantastic band... or is it only a singer? I suppose so, but I'm not sure... Lacuna Coil. I love her "Heaven's A Lie" - a great song.

Christmas is over and New Year is coming... I hope 2007 will be better than 2006. 7 is my lucky number, so maybe. Year full of new starts... new school, I hope... and definitely new people to get to know. I hope sweatdrop My ex- said I should meet new people... well, maybe he was right XD No, he definitely WAS right. But... being as asocial as I am, it's kinda hard. And when you live in a town where all the people are A) idiots B) drunkards or C) taken, it's hard to find that "undying love." It sucks sweatdrop

OK, enough bullshit (which noone reads) for today XD

Hilarious thing I found somewhere - related to HP world

You Might Be a Pureblood If...


...your mother didn't have to change her last name when she got married.

...you can use your family tree to cheat on your Astronomy exams.

...your nursery was decorated in green and silver.

...you've ever had a house elf scrub your back.

...I, Claudius makes you homesick.

...you consider the Malfoys "Nouveau Magique".

...any of the portraits at Hogwarts are your relatives.

...any of the ghosts at Hogwarts are your relatives.

...your family "tree" looks more like a wand.

...any room in your house is octarine.

...you learned the signs of the zodiac before the months of the year.

...your first language was Latin, Gaelic, or Hebrew.

...the reason your parents didn't join the Death Eaters is because they were led by a filthy half-blood.

...the Cruciatus curse was a major part of your toilet training.

...you ever had a Kneazle for a babysitter.

...you dislike Hogsmeade because of the "corrupting Muggle influences".

...any of your relatives are named for a poisonous plant.

...your parents started looking for a suitable spouse for you before you got your Hogwarts letter.

...your mother sang you lullabies in Parseltongue.

...you consider shoelaces a "newfangled contraption".

...your first reading lessons were in Ogham, Futhark, or Cuneiform.

...as a child you slept with a stuffed Thestral.

...you have a dragonhide bookbag.

...your parents wore woad to their wedding.

...and if you can count to twelve... on your fingers... you just might be a Pureblood.

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