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Life. I need a brake [color=cyan]I am wearing thin I feel.. I am so sick of doing everything for every one and I am the one left feeling emptied inside.. I feel like I am here for everyone else and not myself its so hard to feel this way.. I just want to stay warm and secure in my own little place for longer then two seconds without having to rush to the aid of someone.. I never live for myelf when will U start ? I am getting this new place for Krisitn I know she needs to get away from her mom but I dont know if I really want to live there or not.. I dont know much at all right now excpet I am missing something in my life and its hard.. I feel like all I have done is hurt people and I no longer want to do that.. Maybe if I stay single I can not longer hurt those who I love the most... I need to chilax I feel I am going to explode in a pit of self pitty here ARG !!! That aside I am ready to get on with the art school and start making my life what I want. No one else but me ! evil

Posted by: Blue_sally_67 Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 06:29am

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