"THE FALSE LOVE NOTE" read it! its worth ur while, its like a little drama show
It was the last day of school and the day i found out i got a serious love note that i found inside my desk and it totally freaked me out! the note was attached to a little silvery-blue ring! it said " i like you so much, i love you so much. please dont leave me. stay with me forever. meet me after school on the field so i'll confess my love to you . . . ps. come alone " i was sooooo freaked and scared!
i didnt want to come alone so i asked my friends (best friends) from a different class to come along with me after school. they were like... "OMG... not again! a love note?!" cuz i had an earlier love note that i found in my desk. it was very heart pumping kind of feeling. my friends said that theyhad to clean up after school so they told me to wait in the field and they'd meet up with me. i was like... okay... but in my mind i was like... DAMMIT! so i asked a friend (sorta... close friend) from my class to come with me after school. she was like ... SO KAWAII!
of course i felt embarrased but throughout the whole day i was embarrased. cuz my friends were pointing at guys and saying maybe its him! or him! no! him! so i totally wanted to hide my face from all the public.
then the final moment came when after school i was in the field with my friend from my class. she was walking with me around the field. we were trying to talk about the note but we wanted it to be secret so we called it the "nunavut". i was very eager to find out who it was. of course, i didnt like ANY guy from my whole grade (i know... somethings wrong with me) so i prepared a heart breaking speech to tell to the guys who are most likely to be the one to give me the note.
although... i was kinda... well... i lil bit happy that i got the note. cuz there's this other girl at school who gets like... EVERY BOY TO FALL FOR HER CHARMS... she even has the same name as me... (friends, if u know who this is PLEASE dont mention her name on this site!) i was glad that it was for me. when she read the note, she couldnt have been more depressed to think that I... OF ALL PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE GRADE... ME! to get the note. i wasnt poplular and she knew that so she was very VERY shocked!
as guys come and go in the field and walked home, my heart was racing so fast like it was about to be killed by a terrorist. my friend from my class was like...u look so cute if you were with that guy! and if its him i'll so kill you!
then my friend from the different class came (best friend) she wanted to talk to me in private so then i was like... "HURRY UP! NUNAVUT MIGHT COME!" she was like... "nunavut?... i think this is gonna hurt." "i know this is gonna hurt nunavut when i say i dont like him" she said "no, its not that..." -silence- "we wrote the note" i stood there... like a statue, speechless and so hallow inside with no life. i was shocked and mortified. as if a bomb just blew up the whole living life out of me. my heart sank lower than the bottomless abiss of no return.
i tear dropped from my eye but i turned as fast as i could to hide the fact that i was crying. i ran. but my best friend... who i think isnt so "best" right now said "are u gonna cry i know ur gonna cry!" i cried more when i heard that...
i expected an 'i'm sorry or i didnt mean for you to cry' so i ran more away from her. away from the field. away from the hurt that just occured. my friend from my class followed me and she was like " is everything okay? " i tried to sound okay but i choked. i cried in front of her and she comforted me. i was happy that she did. my best friend didnt and she did. i was sad at the moment until i was surprised that she ran to my so called friend and the rest of the people who came up with the scheme. she yelled at them but i didnt want her to... why? why didnt i want her to?
i ran to my so called friends and told my yelling friend to stop. i was like... why am i doing this? i yelled at my so called friends instead "why?! why did u do this to me?! i didnt do anything to you! i really didnt!" they jst stood there... no comment, no reply, no ' i'm sorry ' so i cried more but i covered my face and just stood there. letting them watch me pour my heart out and my tears. i broke the silence by saying " uhh, its okay... i'll see you next year... i mean! uhh, next semester... bye " i tried to smile but i think my sadness stopped me from doing so.
the ruined my last day of school happiness. many people who passed by asked if i was crying because i would miss my friends as the school year would move on. ... would i? should i? after what they did to me? could i miss them? i still want to be friends with them. i didnt want to fight. i HATE fighting. i really do... my life sucks...
 __iCandyy3 · Mon Jul 09, 2007 @ 06:35pm · 2 Comments |
