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to tell you the trueth ... i really dont now whom i am
This is something I have worked on for a long, long time and never put to paper. Those who know curse will know the dude will know the story a bit. This will recap on some of the stuff I kept in secret from most of the people who knows his story if you want me to write his story from the beginning post to this and I will see what I can do.

Two months since the big finally of high school and what seemed to be little more then half a year since the destruction of guardian has past. May things in Michael’s life changed first starting with no longer hiding his name, that’s right instead of calling himself the dude it was changed, after all that happened he needed a change. His hair was now short not like how it used to be touch his shoulders, it was refreshing though now and again Michaels hand went back to grab the empty space where clumps of hair used to be. After the curse started to appear his right eye now became crimson red instead of it’s natural radiant gem green. Not many people are told that a second mind is in there head trying to take control and when they do they will kill everyone you love and hold dear, it was that news which sent him to close himself off alone and hidden inside his now cave of a room. Even his cloths changed even if it was not by choice, with his favorite flees tattered and shredded leaving only a pouch and his signature headphones cracked in several places he had no choice but to change. ”I know I have to leave and go to college now… but what am I supposed to do now? Half my friend gone to other places and even my job was given to someone else… at least I can start with something to ware.” Without even knowing or trying everything had changed for him, and that was only the tip of the iceberg.
A month had passed since the fight between him under the influence of Damien the second mind in his head and his friends. Breaker the guy who he trusted even after learning he was a double agent for guardian was left crumpled in a hospital bed with both arms broken and barely alive, Rachel the Goth girl who helped him through a lot of his problem and gave advise on things only she could was left in a three day coma… and those were the simple ones. Melfist the little nerd with powers was almost an atom from death and shown to be nothing more then a plaything in Damien’s hands braking crushing what was left of his pride to nothing. The worst of them was Alice, she was the girl Michael had feeling for and because of that Damien bashed her around like a rag doll and almost chocked her to death… if Michael did not grab control the second he did she would be just another cold body in a grave because of him. After all that and each one of them still accepting him as a friend how could he ever face them again. The only thing that kept running through his mind was those moments and the last thing breaker said to him ”were all freaks with our own problems… but we have to stay together because we are all we have. God knows we all have done bad things but it is how we deal with them that makes us stronger… you said that to me once and now you need it more then I do.” Even if he was right everything seemed so different now, he did not deserve there friendship or love or even any glint of respect; no one knows how hard it is to be accepted for the horrors you have done with open arms until it happens to you.
His hand grew into a fist and gathered kinetic energy until with a load and cracking slam it was sent into the arm of the chair he was in making a almost crater like bend in the metal letting the sound contrast with the rock music that was playing in his room. He could control his power over energy for now but after the curse came to being Michael no longer knew how long he could. ”It doesn’t matter now but I have to get ready… time to go back to the world.” putting on some jeans and a dark black T-s**t with the Punisher skull on it and pushing all the supplies he needed into his new mail bag like backpack the headphones went on once more clearing out the world around him as he went off to the next part of his life.

"guess I have to restart somewhere..."





 
 
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