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I just want to be feel like I belong, that I have friends... but I sit there, in the towns... by myslef.
I mean sure I got friends, but I don't belong on here if I can't have nice things.
Ok sure I look cute, but that doesn't mean anything. Only noobs or some freak come talk to me, I want to be one of THEM! Not a annoying noob who sits alone, with no frinds. I've been on here since 8-30-2006 and ppl that joined then are better then me. So wat if somet ppl just create new avies and move thier stuff to them, that doesn't count. But u see those ppl u've known for a week and the next day they "Fit In". Get my point. Oh and hear this, after your friend gets all that cool stuff, they dis ya and break your heart. I just want to be like one of "Them" friends, feeling like u belong, every ojne knows you... but no, I have to look like this and sit by the damn tree alone, no one around to talk. I get called a noob, if a newbie comes and starts talking to me. How the hell do u think I feel! Well I just had to get that crap out, and if anyone reads this... I just want them to know that I want to belong some where... not belong as in belong to the noobs, but belong to the ppl who are famous, rich... I mean don't you... But listen u help me achive that goal, I'll help u in some way some how.