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hotchick_25
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The closer I get to you
The more you'll make me see
Like giving me all you've got
Ooh yeah, your love has captured me, me, me

Over and over again
I'll try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while inside I knew it was real....
The way you make me feel

Lying here next to you.....
Time just seems to fly.....
Needing you more and more .....
Let's give love a try

Sweeter and sweeter love grows
And heaven's there for those
Who fool the tricks of time
With the hearts in love you find
True love.....
In a special way.......

The closer I get to you, baby
The more you'll make me see
Your love has captured me

Over and over again
I'll try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while inside I knew
This was real got to be real
The way you make me feel...........

My baby my baby my baby
My love ............


Come a little closer so that we can see
Into the eyes of love
Just a little closer let me speak to you
I want to softly tell you something
Here I am, I just want to get come closer now yeah
Come a little closer let me whisper in your ear
Cause I wanna tell you something
I wanna whisper in your ear, So solid, so come closer now
Move on in real close so we can celebrate
The way we feel a bout each other's loving
Wanna tell you what I feel





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Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby

Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

Oh, they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres
That we both can't forget it
How big we used to did it

There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter who you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret it
So don't forget about

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us




hotchick_25
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Now you've been holding me down
For such a long time now
From back then
To now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And ya had my back
Back when everybody said
I wasn't anything
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So no whatever ya need I got you

Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change

You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down

So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far
We've been through it all
Even though we haven't spoke
In so long
Ain't nothing has changed
Not a damn thing, baby

Like green, it's the autumns
Things will stay
This industry, yeah, I fought
Made me this way
Get between me and u
I simply stay
You better off sweepin' leaves
On a windy day

So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you if there's a complication
Every time you had my back and all
When we were young, we crackin' off





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Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now, Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home

Somehow I know that
There's a place up above
With no more hurt and struggling
Free of all atrocities and suffering
Because I feel the unconditional love
From one who cares enough for me
To erase all my burdens
And let me be free to

Can we recover
Will the world ever be
A place of peace and harmony
With no war and with no brutality
If we loved each other
We would find victory
But in this harsh reality
Sometimes I'm so despondent
That I feel the need to

Keep your head to the sky
With God's love, you'll survive




hotchick_25
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And I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
And here in the dark in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no, you won't
And I can't make you love me
If you don't.

Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me

I'll close my eyes and then I won't see
The love you do not feel, when you're holding me
Morning will come, and I'll do what's right
Just give me til then, to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

Ain't no use in you trying
It's no good for me baby without love
All my tears, all these years, everything I believed in
Baby





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I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do, when you do what you doing
It's a feeling that I want to stay

Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak
I lose all control (control)
Then somethin' takes over me
In a daze, your love's so amazing
It's not a phase, I want you to stay with me
By my side, I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

Time after time after time I've tried to fight it
But your love is strong, it keeps on holdin' on
Resistance is down when you're around, pride's fading
In my condition I don't want to be alone

Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

Blood starts racin' through my veins
Boy, it's somethin' I can't explain
Somethin' 'bout the way you do
The things you do
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak




hotchick_25
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I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vowTell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an endTell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your ownTell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all timeI close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end





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You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Let's talk this over,It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?,Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging,In a city so dead
Held up up so high ,On such a breakable thread

You've got your dumb friends,I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they,But they don't know me
Do they even know you?,All the things you hide from me
All the s**t that you do

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

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hotchick_25
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How simple my life is now you are here,
How I cherish each breath,
How I crave the light and laughter you have brought me.
I have fallen in love without taking a step,
Fallen into the sweetest of dreams,
How I hope no one wakes me.
The simplest gesture wraps itself around my heart,
Where I will hold it forever.

Each time we say goodbye a part of me weeps,
Though I know it is not forever
To my aching soul it is an eternity.
I see my happiness shine in your eyes,
Every time you hold my hand my heart skips a beat.
How sweet life is to be yours;
How meaningless life is without you.

They know nothing of the loneliness before you
Nothing of the empty tears I cried day after day,
How did you do it, I ask myself,
How did you banish the fear, the darkness?
You have made me see that nothing is that bad,
That I am strong and worthy of happiness,
You have saved me from myself.

Everyday I wake up and smile to myself
Knowing you are waiting for me,
Knowing you can't wait to see me.
How would I go on if you were not there to hold me up,
To bless me with your love and light?
How I am glad you have found me
My life is now complete...
I am home.






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