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Yeah, I realize I haven't posted anything here for monthes upon monthes but for some reason I just felt the need to vent my feelings somewhere, even if no one reads this. Today is my last official day at home. Tomorrow, I leave for college, and although it's not all that far from home (about a 3 hour drive, maybe), seeing as I don't have my license, or a car for that matter, it'll probably be a little while before I come home again. My parents and I seem to be in a state of denial about my leaving. We put off all the packing/shopping/planning for today. I've been out since about 2:00 just shopping for school supplies, tolietries and other stuff that I'll probably need. I've only just now gotten home and it's only really now just hit me.
This is it. Starting tomorrow, I begin my life as an adult. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. In fact, part of the concept of being on my own still terrifies me. Even though I have friends that I know up at Ohio University, I'll still be leaving a lot behind. My room, my family, my dog, many of my old high school friends that are going off to different colleges and universities. And although I still can keep touch with my friends and family over email, AIM, telephone, whatever, it doesn't change the fact that I'll be living on my own, and making my own decisions from now on.
A lot of my high school friends have already settled into their college lives and tell me it's not that bad, which is comforting, but I'm still somewhat aprehensive about it all. Part of me wishes I could go back to my elementary school days. And part of me wishes I had gone to the unversity right up the street from my house so I could continue living at home...even if their biology program isn't as good as OU's. Still, regardless I knew I was going to have to leave home sooner or later. Or else risk being one of those lame 30 year old guys who still freeloads off his parents...and who wants to be stuck doing that all his life? And so, tomorrow begins a new, fairly large step in my life. All that's left to do now is to take the plunge, and hope for the best.
 Rei Ryoko · Sat Sep 02, 2006 @ 10:22pm · 5 Comments |
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Yeah, I exspected I'd get Shikamaru, seeing as I am lazy as hell.
Rei Ryoko · Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 09:02pm · 1 Comments |
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Yeah, I stole another survey from Vashie's journal. Not sure how many of you will actually reply to it, but whatever ^^
What would you do if..
1. I committed suicide:
2. I said I liked you:
3. I kissed you:
4. I lived next door to you:
5. I started smoking:
6. I stole something:
7. I was hospitalized:
8. I ran away from home:
9. I got into a fight and you weren't there:
What do you think about my:
10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Face:
13. Hair:
14. Clothes:
15. Mannerisms:
Other:
16. Who are you?
17. Are we friends?
18. When and how did we meet?
19. How have I affected you?
20. What do you think of me?
21. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
22. How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
23. Do you love me?
24. Have I ever hurt you?
25. Would you hug me?
26. Would you kiss me?
27. Would you marry me?
28. Emotionally, what stands out?
29. Do you wish I was cooler?
30. On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
31. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
32. Am I loveable?
33. How long have you known me?
34. Describe me in one word.
35. What was your first impression?
36. Do you still think that way about me now?
37. What do you think my weakness is?
38. Do you think I'll get married?
39. What about me makes you happy?
40. What about me makes you sad?
41. What reminds you of me?
42. What's something you would change about me?
43. How well do you know me?
44. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
45. Do you think I would kill someone?
46. Are we close?
47. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Rei Ryoko · Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 08:52pm · 3 Comments |
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Yeah, I know I don't use this journal much, but I just had to find a place to post up this pic:
Tis another piccy Kay drew of some of our rp characters. These ones are from a Roman Gladiator-ish/Fantasy RP. The girl is Kay's character, Elda, and the guy Fox-Demon (who looks strikeingly like Wolf xD) is my character, Tsukai. ^^ Once again, I must thank Kay for an execelent job, because everyone knows if I ever attempted to draw one of my characters, it would turn out looking like crap.
Edit: Ok...that pic of Gaara was completly my bad. Copied the wrong url from my photobucket ^^;
Rei Ryoko · Wed Apr 27, 2005 @ 02:04am · 4 Comments |
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>.> another survey! |
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1. find the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, write down what it says:
Commit to nothing. Once the President tells you what the hell is on his mind, call me.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first:
My Polar Fleece Sweetshirt
3. What is the last thing you watched on tv?
Full Metal Alchemist
4. Without looking guess what time it is:
11:20pm
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
11:12pm
6. With the exception of the computer what else can you hear?
My sister's music
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I don't remember. I don't sleep outside if I can avoid it. (ah crap, missread this question xD. I'll leave it up cause it's funny though)
8. Before you came to this website what were you looking at?
Ronin - Spirit of the Sword. Awesome First Person Hack n Slash game ^^
9. What are you wearing?
A black Buffalo Wild Wings T-shirt, my plaid polar fleece pajama bottoms, and...my wolf tail xP
10. Did you dream last night?
No, although when I do have dreams they're fairly crazy
11. When did you last laugh?
Today. Laughing at something my sister said in one of her IMs.
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Two dragon posters, a dragon calendar, my dragon tapistry, and a mirror
13. Seen anything weird lately?
Not realy. I don't get out much
14. What do you think of this quiz?
Eh, it's ok.
15. What is the last film you saw?
Constantine. Damn good movie. 3nodding
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
Anime and Video Games galore!!!
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I'm completely obsessed with wolves and dragons ^^
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Just have everyone get along with everyone else
19. Do you like to dance?
No way. I can't dance worth crap.
20. George Bush:
Hate em. HATE HATE HATE! Kerry shoulda won.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Katlyn. Don't ask why. I like the name.
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Hunter or Griffin
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Depends. I wouldn't mind living in Japan or England.
Rei Ryoko · Thu Mar 31, 2005 @ 04:19am · 0 Comments |
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Here's the finished product of the pic in the last entree. ^^ Tis so awesome, it's the first time anyone's ever actually done a custom pic of one of my rp characters.
Rei Ryoko · Sun Feb 13, 2005 @ 01:04am · 1 Comments |
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I'm afraid I may be losing interest in Gaia. For some reason it just isn't as fun for me anymore as it used to be. I'm not really sure why. It seems like I can never find any good places to chat or rp these days. >< Plus my recent additiction to Gunbound has me sort of neglecting Gaia anyway. *sigh* If I could just find another decent rp or something to spark my interest again that would be great, but locating a good rp among the sea of bad ones is a pretty difficult task.
Rei Ryoko · Tue Feb 08, 2005 @ 01:39am · 3 Comments |
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This is just a random sketch my freind Kay did of our Teen Titan characters Wolf, and Shadow. I thought it was cool, so I got her premission to put it up here.
Rei Ryoko · Mon Jan 31, 2005 @ 01:11am · 5 Comments |
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Wow, it's an actual entry! |
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Yeah...I'm just posting cause I'm bored and have nothing else better to do. Let's see, what can I talk about that's even remotely interesting. Well...exam week was last week. Surprisingly none of the exams gave me much trouble. Except for Spanish. The frickin thing was like 200 questions long, and by question 71 my brain was fried. I couldn't remember like half of the stuffI was supposed to. I probably didn't do too well ><. Well anyway, putting that aside, now I'm off for xmas break for 2 weeks, but I'm still as bored as heck. There's nothing much to do in this house. And ever since the Naruto RP Vashie made died, I'm sad to say my interest in Gaia has been slowly waning. I need another good rp to get my interest in Gaia sparked again. Too bad it seems like both me and Vashie's are experancing major writers block when it comes to stuff like that. *Sigh* So hard to find quality rps these days. I hate to sound like a snob, but it's true ^^;. Anyways...I don't really have much else to say. My life is boring like that
Rei Ryoko · Sun Dec 19, 2004 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments |
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