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me bitching about life
i ******** hate this. it seems that ever sense my brother got his gf ******** pregnant I have to suffer. because im the youngest.
i dont want to sound conceted or selfish because realy im not but lately i have been because i ******** HATE this.
at first it was"when john goes off to college you move into his room" yippy skippy more room which i need and more quiet time and i can be alone realy.
but no sense he got his gf pregnant is liek oh well decorate it for the baby and s**t like that so him and ashley can move in there. but you can still have the other room. which is about the size of a walk in closet.
and i officaly have NO pants that either
a)dont fit
or
b)have holes in them
c)cant use to look for jobs
well i have one pair. but when i asked my mom if she could let me get some money she said no because she hasnt made a house payment. because she spent money on clothes for people that dont give two shits about her. they just talk to her because she gives them stuff
and now i cant go any where with cody without her knowintg that someone is there because shes scared that ill become a retard and get preg too.
ARG
i hate this. i hate being the one who gets s**t and he gets everything because hes soo perfect. and he never does anything wrong and his gfs pregnant and perfect. and theyre life is gonna be perfect.
and im the one who sits back and watches my life fall to hell
i can barely even keep my relationship good anymore.
and i cant ask my dad for help because ******** step sister made his life s**t.
well it was mainly step mom because they got married
so im tired of s**t
i cant take pills anymore wich we all know i need because i cant find a reason to be happy. because my mom cant affor d them
because his gfs pregnant
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