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What would it take to be in Atlanta right now, to be able to look in the eyes of the woman who truly has taken my heart with little effort. Days are filled with restlessness. A feeling of not belonging where I am. With each day, the desire to be with her grows stronger. It never diminishes, only grows with building blocks. She's at the center of my world, and it scares me. To know that someone could come and sweep her off her feet before I get the chance. It's unnerving, and I have no clue how to push it from my mind. I also want to believe this is something that could be real, that this woman who stumbled into my life, won't simply disappear. Idk why I feel so strongly or feel so worried either. But she is the one I want. I know this for a fact. This girl who I used to know no better than just being called Alex, has me now setting more goals than before, trying harder. Refusing to give in. If only she knew how much she meant, but I don't know if it will ever be safe to fully divulge that.