Though I have been sure of who I am for some time, there is still the compulsion to explore these depths. These writings may be as random as my mind. They are here to serve my purpose.
-I am a mystery, even to my friends.
-I am a man in the sense that my father was. I am with my own ways and beliefs, accumulated as I've grown throughout my life.
-I am a man in the sense that my father was. I am with my own ways and beliefs, accumulated as I've grown throughout my life.
1952-1997 "what a man learns in his life is nothing compared to what a boy can teach him" -me
-I've had a troubled childhood that left me mostly apathetic, of which I struggle, at times, to remember what feeling is like.
-I raised myself on movies and am a sucker for "magic of the cinema."
-Those stoic heros will forever be imbedded in my heart, and the song Fanfare for the Common Man (instrumental) brings out the deadened chivalry in me, or at least what I hold chivalry to be...a kingliness or knightliness.
-I identify with things such as songs but they do not define me.
-The two largest parts of my personality I think can be compared to the angel and the desperado.
-I am a new-age gentleman, one of the last of my kind, I've heard. I am scarce to change for any woman and not prone to chase them.
-I am a hopeless romantic.
-I have philosophized and written poetry, but more-so songs.
-I desire a "real woman," in my own sense.
-I have a sexual side but keep it to myself.
-I am loyal and cherrish my friends. I dream to love passionately, live boldly, and remember that fear will be gone after I die. I am strong, pray that my strength withholds me, and of true strength forged of life.
-I am sometimes stubborn and hold a few old fashioned ideals.
-I have experienced and lost much; I appreciate the little things.
-I have been humbled.
-I can be quiet sometimes, listening, and talkative, others.
-I am constantly possessed in bettering myself when my weaknesses or flaws become obvious to me, though it is also a subconcious ideal that is always in the depths of my mind.
-I am an artist/businessman, dreamer/realist.
-I have a short memory, but when I shut my eyes at night, I could describe to you scenes that would make you weep at their beauty.
-I am not afraid to cry.
-the only fear in me is that which the life in me causes and I temper with my will. Of the biggest of fears, I am not afraid of death, unless instinct overwhelms me.
under construction at my whim
