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Life is so good. It is wonderful. The excitment of the new day and the new things just rushes through me. I love that feeling. Its so refreshing. But sometimes I dread it. Sometimes I don't really look forward to a new day.
But I feel better when the day is over. I may not feel 100% better, but I'm just glad i don't have to deal with it anymore. Most of the time, life is a joy. Sometimes, a sin. But we deal with it all. It will happen eventually. But you know what? That's ok.

They are the most beautiful twins in the world. I love them to death. They are so cute. So cute that you want to pinch their cheeks when you see them. They make my life complete. I love them and yet I will never know them. They are my angels. Benjamin Levi Madden and Joel Rueben Madden. They are my two true loves. They make me all smiles when skies are dark and stormy. And when I'm lonely, I look at them and feel comfortated. When I have a bad day, they are in my mind and then I forget about what happened. It's like I get sucked into a world of my own and they are the only one's there. They are my gods. Benji the God of Smiles and Joel the God of Comfort. They help me through a horrible day or fight. They lift my spirits when I see them. They are with me everywhere I go. I will not forget them. The beautiful people.

You May Hate Them,
But They Come Anyway,
You May Loathe Them,
But They Are Here To Stay,
So You Have To Learn To Accept Them,
Because They Are What They Are,
Some Of Them Are Good,
And Some Of Them Are Bad,
But You Must Realize They Happen For A Reason,
They Are Changes,
So Get Used To 'Em.

This Girl In Me Was Once Happy,
What Happpened?
She Used To Smile,
What Happened?
She Once Felt Emotions,
What Happened?
She Once Had A Warm Heart,
What Happened?
I'll Tell You What Happened,
He Hurt Her,
He Took What She Was Saving,
He Stole It From Her,
He Didn't Ask If He Could,
He Just Did,
And Now She Is Cold,
She Feels Nothing,
She Is Dead Inside,
So Dead,
So Now She Asks Herself,
What Happened?