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I think I'm going to try to be more active on gaia again. I gave up three years ago because of...problems I had.

what kind of problems?

with people.

Im sure I contributed, but I just became such a monomaniac about gaia. I made some friends, sure, but all in all, it sucked. I would get into stupid arguments with stupid people, myself acting stupid. I'd be so concerned about getting the next word in that i'd refresh the thread every 5 minutes. I'd get so neurotic over it. not. healthy.

So I was done with forums for 3 years. Until Kale and Arq decided to offer me an artist position in their new KHIII RP. I know I mention that alot, guys, but it's the reason I'm back. I wasnt so sure about coming back...forums get to me. But I'm glad I'm back. Arq and Kale will take care of me. ^^

But I've decided that I want to become an active RPer in the RP. And I want to post my art in the arena again. I probably wont be a forum monster ever again (except for the RP that is), but I want to be as active as I can without reverting back to my neurotic self. n_n

Later guys! <3

a good one I am not.

I try to drop subtle hints...but nay!

I tell myself it's better than just...saying how I feel....but...i guess I dont really think so. Specially with men. They're dense. If Im a bad hint dropper then they're bad hint picker-uppers.

they're good at implications, I'll give em that much. WAIT. Implications are the same as hints! ZOMG.

So, if Hints = Imps and Girls = Hints + drop + recieve...and Boys = hints + drop ....then......then nothing! screw math! Its not that logical.

Alls Im sayin IS: Boys should pay more attention to the subtle needs of their girls. Due to the fact that we (...some of us..) dont want to cause problems or hurt your feelings....we're not gonna say alot of things out loud so you're gonna have to pick up on some of our "well....dont worry about it. It's not important"s or our "sorry I get so overdramatic about it"s b/c we...dont exactly mean what we say in that sense. "sorry" kinda means something more along the lines of "I'm sorry that YOU do this".

but I guess it's to be expected. Guys are guys. I just never really had the chance to find out before...

-NZ

P.S. one more match problem for ya... we = me *points up*

XD what's this? a journal entry? wowza!

Imma try to use this folks.

till then....keep it chill. <3

-Emp