I wanted to do it,I wanted to save them.They had given me life and help me grow,taught me right from wrong and been there for me all my life.Where was my strenth?Where was my inner power?How could i repay them for those 15 years of love,and grace,They were gone i couldn't.....i just couldnt!evertime i think about it i want to relive the moment when they died...when i was weak...when i couldn't save them.Why did they stop me?They were mine...my parents...they were what help me spin,ride my first bike, teach me right from wrong.....
I want to change...i want to change it all! If i could i would lay next to them as we went to the after life together...i miss you....i want you to hold my hand again,tell me goodnight,agrue with me,tell me you love me!WHY WHY COULDNT I DO IT!It's all my fault if i could just have...had...the power....they would be alive, we would be together, i wouldnt have to force a smile like everything was alright when it's not..mom...dad...i know your wacthing over me, wacthing me grow,suffer,laugh,and smile,i miss you, i love you and wacth me until the end wacth me make all of our dreams come true.........I will no longer blame my self i will know the next time i look up into the sky and smile or get a high score on my test you will be there wacthing me.....always...wacthing...me.....
I want to change...i want to change it all! If i could i would lay next to them as we went to the after life together...i miss you....i want you to hold my hand again,tell me goodnight,agrue with me,tell me you love me!WHY WHY COULDNT I DO IT!It's all my fault if i could just have...had...the power....they would be alive, we would be together, i wouldnt have to force a smile like everything was alright when it's not..mom...dad...i know your wacthing over me, wacthing me grow,suffer,laugh,and smile,i miss you, i love you and wacth me until the end wacth me make all of our dreams come true.........I will no longer blame my self i will know the next time i look up into the sky and smile or get a high score on my test you will be there wacthing me.....always...wacthing...me.....
