It's been a while since I used my gaia journal. Lol. I figure I might as well post something because I'm bored out of my mind.
Lets see.. well I haven't done much drawing, which is what most people on gaia know me for.. I haven't drawn anything decent in over a year. I've pretty much given up. I feel bad because I owe people stuff and I just can't get anything good out. :[ I guess I lost my luster.
My boyfriend lost power. So I've been sitting around on the computer with nothing to do. I actually started watching TV again just because I have no one to really talk to online anymore. I play Audition here and there but in the end it just makes me sad. I really miss Larry. emo Even if he was here, he wouldn't wanna play Audi with me anyways.. because he doesn't like it anymore :/ and I can't really force him to play.
Which is another thing.. even when he did have power we didn't do much of anything.. We've tried like, every other MMO in the book and he still just wants to play Mabinogi and I just want to play Audition. Sigh. I'm sick of playing level up games.. Audition is just a laid back dancing game, no pressure involved.. which is why I enjoy playing it so much. That and Mark and Kait play there, and they're pretty much the only online friends I have to play anything with :[ I haven't seen Sakura on Audi in a long time.
So yeah. I'm just sitting here being completely lonely because I have noone to spend my nights with talking to on the phone anymore.. I really miss doing that.. sigh. All I can do is sit here and wait.
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