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She was sitting there, thinking..thinking about why she is hurting herself like this, how did she turn into this person? It all started like this....
She was 5 years old, her dad starting bashing her, just for the fun of it. The next day, she went to school, with bruises all over her, teachers asked why she upset all the time, and why she had bruises. She kept to herself, she was talking to councilors, but she never told them that she was getting hurt. She was very mature at 5 years old. One day after school, her mum told her that daddy wasn't coming back. She broke out into tears, she was scared and worried and after what her dad did to her she forgave him, but she never got to tell him. Years went by..she got older and more depressed. She would have fights with her dad over the phone and she would get kicked out sometimes. for her 10th birthday her dad got her nothing, he didn't even ring her. A couple of weeks later he got her something and rang her, then she realised that he was and still is buying her love. The day came, time to move, when she packed her things she left. After a couple of days of living in the new town, she got even more depressed, then the suicide attempts kicked in and the cutting and smoking. She was messed up. Everyone soon found out she was depressed (and still is) and starting teasing her for being different. Her cutting got even more serious, and she felt alone, she felt that no one cares and that if she killed herself..no one will notice if she is gone. Now she just sits down, alone and wonders why she is doing this, she wonders why she started smoking, and drinking and the drugs...maybe its true..maybe no one does care about her...
And She Lies In The Grass Staring At The Sky Wondering What happened To Her Life.....
 cuteaussie · Tue Sep 11, 2007 @ 10:09pm · 0 Comments |
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