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Wierd,

I had a chance to kill some one a while back(rping kill) but i couldnt 30k
about to be mine but instead i give him an anti surum to my poisin and even when his arms are broken. i still dont kill him i ask my self, why?
is it because i dont feel like it, I've killed many others before
but this one was diffrent I dont know why and know the person who hired me is going to kill me I ask myself why did i not do it?is it because
I hate to kill?No Ive killed others before so what is the problem i ask?