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I'm sure many of you want to know what is going on with me right now to where I am quitting, well, I will say this, I will not quit ONLY for those few small hand full of friends who are truly upset about me leaving.
To the rest of my so called "friends" who care for nothing by my items and how you can use me to get ahead, I have only this to say to you, ******** YOU! I will NOT put myself through this anymore, I have more stress in my life right now then you can EVER imagine, and the kind of s**t you put me through only adds to the stress, but you care not. You only want to get my items and gold, nothing more.
I shocked and amazed me how many PM's I got when I did this either saying "Well since your leaving can I have (put take of item here)" or "People where counted on my contest for stuff" and that they where "sick of me doing this" ******** YOU ALL! I DON'T CARE! You can be as annoyed at me all you want, it is because of YOU that I feel like leaving because YOU only freaking care about items and gold.
To my true friends, I am sorry, I can not promise you this will not happen again, but you also know and understand how much stress I am under and don't ever belittle, attack, beg, or try and make me feel bad for doing this, you are only consider for me.
Hummy is one of those friends, where she is going through SO much in her life, and having so many hardships, she came running to my side to make sure I was ok, and wanting to know if there was anything she could do to help me. THAT is a true friend and I would do ANYTHING in the world for her, and yes Hummy my offer to help you still stands and will always be there!
i - T A N K i e had all her accounts locked and had to end her art contest because of that stupid skype thing going on right now where it's locking and banning accounts. Did she come to me begging for stuff when if anyone had a right to would have been her? NO, she wanted to know what was wrong with me, and if everything was ok, and wanted to make sure that I wasn't in any kind of trouble in the real world, THAT is a true friend!
My friends Sandi and Jesse emailed me whating to know who's asses they need to kick for me, they are more then friends to me, they are my sister and brother! That would and DO do anything in the world for me, and I would do the same for them, THEY are true friends.
Hello Santa was sad to see me upset and leaving, but she knew I needed my space and didn't push the issue and was just there for me if and when I needed someone to talk to, THAT is a true friend!
Code Violet came to me asking what happened, and after reading some of the PM's I had gotten of appalled and disgusted with what people where saying! She got upset and angrey for ME, when none of this had happened to her, THAT is a true friend, And gave me the best advise, to cut all ties with those people... and that is what I am going to do.
To tell you the truth, everyone, but Sandi and Jesse (to whom I will be letting read later) where like WTF and PISSED that they got put in with "the lot of people" who where "sick of me doing this" and wanted it to be VERY clear that they do not want to be put in with "that lot of people" because they where NOT. Only one person has said that, and only one person had felt that way, and that one person knows who they are. And everyone agreed that yes you did sound like a b***h, and no what you said was NOT true!
No more will I let people like those so called "friends" who only want to try and make it big off me upset and stress me out. I AM NOT YOUR ******** BANK! I am a person, I human being! I worked hard for my items and gold, and I am not a charity or a place to get hand outs.
I am not here to give you MILLIONS of gold for your somewhat nice art, just because you might have done well in my art contest doesn't mean to can ask me for MILLIONS for art you are charging strangers only a small fraction for.
I am also placing all those people in my ignore list, and this is something I feel I should have done long ago, because this is something I do not have to deal with, and I will not let you continue to put me under this kind of stress.
I am in a damn war zone, facing stresses you can't even begin to imagine, and all you can think about is my damn art contest or gold and items that don't even belong to you. Those people I named and a few others who I haven't are my true friends on here, but to all those others who have treated me as a bank, I say goodbye to you, and good reddens, you are not welcome in my life anymore!
P.S. ninja pie is one of those hand full of friends not named above, same as kent heart
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