My life is great but sometimes I end up getting lost in it.I try not to have feelings for some people that I know I will have to leave but I cant stop myself.When that happpens it gets so hard to let go of these people when I have no choice to leave them or not.It is kinda like what's happening now I dont wanna move because I love so many people here.I'll miss everybody here in Chicago.Plus I have so many good and even bad memories here.The bad and good that's what keeps life going.I just wanna stay!I would do anything if I could but I cant and i'll probaly wont ever forgive myself for not knowing what to do to stay here in this beautiful and pleasent place.Even though some people don't care about me I will still always care for them because there all great people even some annoying people.I couldn't ever forget anybody here.Even though I could still contact some people on the internet and phone and other ways it just wont be the same.Everything is going to change and I wont ever know how to stop it just like what's happening now.Everybody here in chicago has taught me an important lesson and that lesson is that love hurts but if you try to get away from it it hurts even more than it ever could hurt,dont try to get away from it,just try to deal with it and you will always get something good out of it.I will miss and still love everybody here because there the ones that helped me in life.
 TehCandyMonster · Thu Jun 14, 2007 @ 07:25pm · 0 Comments |
