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i watched slc punk all the way through for the first time and it really got me to thinking about how much of all the bullshit we do in our youth, its all just that...BULLSHIT. what group we belong to what we do with our money, what we do when were hanging out with our friends, even who our friends are, it also got me to thinking about how short life is and how no matter how careful you weather you drink/do ********. regardless there is no guarantee that when i go to sleep that ill wake up in the morning.

ive also realized that i would be completely ******** if it werent for the best people i know. and dark warrior, nanna bear and tona thank you for above all others being there for me when i need you. you are more of a family than ive ever known and i ******** love you all.

ive decided that its time for a change. ive given myself till february 20th to get my van, have about 3 grand put away, then im going to go on a road trip. im just gonna drive until i run my funds down to nothing then wherever the hell im at is where ill remain. im thinking that ill probably think it out a bit more but still its something ive wanted to do for years and im done sitting on my a** and letting life slip on by me. its time for me to get on my feet and start walking.