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I finished school for the summer yesterday. I was pretty sad and twice my eyes watered up and were on the verge of releasing tears. Last night, I slept over my friends house. They were acting all crazy and funny like they always do, and it was fun. I found one of my little brothers toys in my bag with my clothes and I lost it. I thought it was kinda funny, so I started laughing. I explained it between gasps for breath. Once I started crying from laughing so hard, I lost it. Tears started streaming down my face uncontrollably. I couldn't breathe and when I tried to talk, my voice was strained and weak as though I was crying from getting hurt or something. I was crying and just laughing wildly. I realized that I was crying because I was leaving middle school and going to high school. I was crying because I was losing friends that were going to another school. And I was crying because I was going to miss all my teachers. Once I realized that, I fell closer to the floor and tried to stop my crying, but I couldn't. Every time I tried to stop crying, my laughing grew harder which made my eyes water and got me crying harder. I finally stopped a couple minutes after I started and my friends looked at me funny. I told one of my friends what had happened and she said, "Ohhhhhhhh! *my name*!!! " <- with a little hug. Mind you that friend was the one who caused my eyes to water up several times because she was crying once the promotion ceremony was over. I felt kinda relieved that I was done crying, but to tell you the truth, it kinda cleaned me out. I got out how I felt, and it felt great. Well.....thats it. Its time for darn boring summer... *sigh*