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This is how myh heart was broke. . . YoUr JuSt LiKe A PiLL
i was dating this guy name cory that i really liked since the beginning of school, and we were going together for almost two months and this girl moved in and tried to steal him from meh, well she somehow did, and in the process, tried to beh myh friend to distract meh from him, well, he finally got one of his good friends to break up with meh over the phone. . . and so it REALLY REALLY REALLY broke myh heart. and she was like all trying to fight meh and shitzs and finally, one day she threatend to kill meh and so i brought a switchblade to school, and the principal came and searched meh and and like heaha, it was almost christmas break, and i got expelled! and so yeaha, not only did i get expelled for that, i was caught skipping in the past (so un ninja like of meh, after like the 50th time i did it!) and people told him several times that i was packin' some pills and crap. . . so of course i got that too, and the time that i went really crazy that someone stole myh shitzs and i threw some candy and tiped over a desk and went super psycho crazy. well i got expelled, and i finished of myh froshman year at ouachita parish alternative center( i live in louisiana) OPAC, and finally, from the day he broke up with meh, i waited like 8 months for him to come around, we were like still friends and whatnot, but we had like a 3 hour conversation on the phone, and all these feelings started comming back and finally, after all that waiting, we were back together!!!
summary. . .
he broke myh heart by leaving meh for the school slut who had a 2 year old girl, who broke up with him 2 weeks later, but you know what, after 8 months of waiting, weh finally got back together tuesday!!! i thought there was no hope, but you know what...there was, and i know there is hope for you too... i got expelled over him. he apologized for everything he put meh through and weh made up!
but then he got grounded, and today i called him and he said he was talking to his friend, and i said i love you to him like i always do, and then he said you too. and called meh back like a munite later, saying "i think you should back off, i have a girlfriend" and i said "yeaha, meh" and he said, "no, casey" and i thought to myhself, "he's cheating and admitting it!" and he denied to her face and mine that we ever got back together, and they hung up on meh, and i ended up running in the bathroom(grabbing the cordless first) locking the door, crying for about 20 minutes, drawing loser on myhself in big bold letters with a perminate marker, throwing up because i was so heartbroken, and crying for another 30 minutes or so.
This is the boy who said cheating was against his morals, and that he would never cheat, or lie, cause it was a sin. And he went and cheated on meh and his gf, and lied about it to both of us, which makes him the biggest hippocrit that ever lived!
And no one seems to care how i feel, or that i did abseloutely NOTHING to him or to anyone to deserve this, all i was, was a loyal gf, who never lied, nor cheated! And him, being the vindictive, pompus, stuck up, so called "christian boy" that he is, doesn't care how much he breaks myh heart, just as long as he uses meh in the process, just so say he can have a gf in the process! And i have no earthly idea how long they've been going out, and i don't know if they were going out before i asked him out, and the fact that he didn't bother to tell meh about it! all i know is that he took myh heart, put it in the middle of an exploding nuclear bomb, then took it, hit it with a 2x4, and put it in the mince meat grinder from "Pink Floyd: The Wall" and shoved it back in myh chest, just to show meh how much he could hurt meh.
And now, I don't even know if i will EVER beh ever to feel again, because myh body is so numb from his cheats and his lies, that it's possible that i won't! I LOVED HIM! that's right, you heard meh, LOVED HIM! I don't care what anyone says, A 14 YEAR OLD GIRL CAN LOVE A GUY. No one is ever too young to love!
Now, i think i'm a go curl up in a corner in myh closet, to spi upon myhself, and show the world, that i don't care what you throw at meh ANYMORE! I'm through with this sick, cruel world!
And a final thing, sometimes life may get you down, but don't go curling up in a bathroom corner like i did to get away from it all. Just take life as it goes, and live in the moment!
P!nk! JuSt LiKe A PiLL
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support, there's a
Shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cause its making me
Itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's
Being a little b***h,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
Ill
You keep makin' me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can't stay on your life support, there's a
Shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cause its making me
Itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
Being a little b***h,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
Ill
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
Ill
You keep makin' me ill
I can't stay on your life support, there's a
Shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cause its making me
Itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
Being a little b***h,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
Ill
You keep makin' me ill
(rpt end ^)
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