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bored and sad
today so far is all right I guess if you consider fun and celebrating the new years eve by yourself.I am so lonely right now I am so used to hanging out with my friends.I can't believe my friends changed their plans an left me to be alone this new years eve crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying .On the bright side maybe my girlfriend Jenna will call me or be on later.I dout it she is probably hanging with some friends.Maybe I am taking her for granted or getting to attached.For this past week I have been really depressed an I never get depressed I am always happy.When my sweet Jenna comes on it is great but I am still a little depressed that is untill we start roleplaying romantically. I don't tell her this but when we roleplay on mesenger romance roleplays she really knows how to turn me on.I am starting to get used to what turns her on.I don't ask but maybe when we roleplay she gets so into it she is touching herself. biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin .I have a wish with our relationship that could make it better but hey I am not complaining.She is the best thing that has ever happened to me.I can't talk to anyone online noone is on.I guess I could roleplay by myself. grrrrrrrrrrr this being alone on new years is driving me crazy.Maybe I will drink a two litter of coke to make me feel better.When ever i am sad or depressed soda has always cheered me up a little.I just relized this entry is my longest entry yet I must be bored.Why am I writing this my life is open to all or i wouldn't have my journal to public but who will honestly read this.This just gave me a little idea I can cellebrate my guilds being open for a year. No maybe I don't know does that sound dumb.Well I am going to sighn out now.I have some coke to drink.
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